Chapter 33: Must move on

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I returned to the palace all wet and dirty. I had no feelings, just empty. After what I did, I hated myself. I heard thunder and lighting struck. The guards opened the gates and I walked in. I had a straight face and no feelings. I was limping to my chambers. Everyone I passed had their jaws slightly open or saying "oh my...". I ignored them, I just kept walking. I reached my chambers and saw Thranduil sitting on his desk doing his work. "Hello darling" he said not even looking at me. "H-Hello" I said quietly and with a crack. He looked at me his eyes widened.

"Oh dear, What happened?!" He asked leaving everything and walking towards me. "Life, life happened." I said taking my clothes off. "Specific?" He asked. "I killed my sister" I said with a low quiet voice. I started to cry. "what do you mean you killed your sister?" He asked, he was probably confused. "it was like a game. Would I rather die or kill" I replied. "she wanted to kill you?" He asked. "she NEEDED to kill me." I said throwing myself onto my bed. I just wanted to die.

Who would kill their sister? Only a person that is a total phsyco, which I am. I hated myself so much. I didn't want to eat, all I did was sit and cry. It's been 3 days since it happened. I didn't want a funeral. I loved her so much and I killed her.

I decided to go and show my foot to the doctor. I don't want Thranduil to know about it. My foot hurt terribly. "hello, what can I do for you today?" The healer asked. "well a few days ago, someone shot an arrow to my foot." I explained. "oh my, l-let me take a look at it" he said. "Your foot is infected, but it's not bad." he said. He did stuff to my foot and then bandaged it. "thank you" I said. He smiled and nodded.

Thranduil always tried to make me feel better, but it wouldn't work. I feel bad for him that he tries and has to deal with me, I'm a pain. "Thranduil, do you think I should tell Legolas?" I asked him. "not yet" he answered. "tell him when you're ready" he added. "ok" I replied.

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