Only You

Kirishima

Kirishima's POV:

It has always been just me and my mom. She told me that my dad died when she was pregnant so I was never able to meet him. It's okay though. I don't really ask about my dad, not because it makes my mom sad, it does, but I don't really want to know about him. My mom is more than enough for me, I don't need my dad to be happy or to feel loved because my mom does all of that for me, so there is no point in asking about the guy.

I have always loved my mom. She has been the brightness in the dark for me for as long as I can remember. She has always loved me and she will always love me. She was the first person I told when I realized I was gay and she accepted me right away. She wouldn't care if I wanted to be a girl or if I was straight or anything, she loves me for who I am. She is the reason why I am so strong and I absolutely love her for it.

It kind of sucks because she works on the weekends (Thursday-Sunday), so I don't get to see her very often anymore because of school and living in the dorms. Sometimes she has to travel for her work, which are the weekends that I stay at the dorms because there is no point in me going home if I don't even get to see my mom, not even for a little bit.

When I told her about my crush on Bakugo she kept bugging me about it, so I would tell her everything. I tell my mom everything. She is the one person I never ever hide anything from and so we would talk about Bakugo all of the time. And even though I didn't tell her about what happened between me and Bakugo, at least not till a few weeks later, she was still so supportive. She loves me and cares for me and wants nothing but the best for me and I want to become strong enough to protect her.

Even though it was a very awkward conversation and I even told that it wouldn't ever happen, we still talked about it. I love Bakugo so much even if he doesn't love me back or even trust me still. And my mom had 'the talk' with me. To be honest, I had never thought about "doing certain things." I just wanted to be around Bakugo all of the time and maybe kiss him every now and then. But my mom and I talked about going further than just that, not only with Bakugo, but in general. She felt she needed to because he would be living in my room for over a month and she thought it would be better to be ready than not to be. So we talked about it and we both decided that it would be okay (if I did it), she just wants me to be safe about it. She made sure that everything that we did had to be consensual and if they didn't say anything, I need to assume it is a no. She even bought me condoms which made it even more embarrassing (especially when she told me how to put it on) but I know that she was just looking out for me. It was a very awkward conversation, but I am glad that we had it and I know that I am ready for it. I just really do hope it is with Bakugo and no one else.

I know that Bakugo doesn't like me. He even said that he doesn't like guys and that he has never found anyone attractive before, so I don't really have a shot with him. But I am still hopeful and even if we can't be together, I am so extremely happy that we are best friends. He is the perfect person and honestly I wouldn't want anyone else to be my best friend.