Forbidden fruit || James Sirius Potter love story

17 - that biscuit is mine

It's the beginning of November. Hufflepuff plays agains Gryffindor. I'm going there with Am, Lorcan and Zach. We're gonna third wheel them. Plus I want to study how Gryffindor plays, some tactics they have, stronger and weaker players, so we'll beat them in our match.

"Where is Aiden?" Zach asked me.

"Doing something with the boys, didn't ask for details for my own good." I said. I looked at Am and Lorcan. They were making out. "Dear Salazar, just fuck already." I rolled my eyes. Zach started laughing and Am gave me a death stare. What?" I frowned. "I'm being serious. Stop making out in public. I'm gonna give you a pass, because it's your first serious relationship, but please stop." I looked at both of them.

"Don't tell you haven't made out with Aiden in public." She crossed her arms.

"Ehm, no? We do that in empty classes, broom closets or bathrooms and his dorm." I defended myself.

"Well, I'm not you." She said. Before I could say anything the reporter announced the start of the match.

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"Why do they have so good chasers? Stupid Gryffindors." I snorted.

"Chill, we have a lot of time to train and you always do the trick where you go really low and then fly really really fast and catch the snitch, so there's nothing to worry about." Zach tried to calm me down.

"Nothing to worry about? They beat us three years ago, even though I caught the snitch, because we didn't score many points! They have an excellent keeper! It's frustrating!" I am agitated. He's right. I have my way to be really fast. When I see the snitch, I fly really low, dangerously low, it's really difficult to not touch the ground and fall, but I think I mastered it. It makes me fly fasted, I don't know why. And when I'm under the snitch, I just fly higher and catch it. But that doesn't change the fact that our chasers suck, well Aiden is quite good, but thats all.

"I have to talk with Aiden about better training exercises." I sighed.

"Speaking of Aiden, how are you guys doing?" He changed the topic.

"Yeah, we're doing great." I faked a smile.

"You know I know when you do a fake smile, sis?" He looked me in the eyes.

"I just.."I nervously bit my lip. "I think I don't like him that way. He's awesome, he treats me like a fucking princess, but I don't feel anything. I think I won't ever be able to like him that way." I sighted.

"Oh... well, that.... sucks, but have you ever been in love?" He asked.

"I.. I- no. I haven't, but when I was with other people I liked them, I didn't feel love, but I felt something. With Aiden, there's...nothing. It's just platonic." I explained.

"Then why did you start dating him?" He asked confused.

"I don't know, okay! I thought I could catch feelings, but that didn't happen. And I don't want to break up with him and break his heart. Gosh, I even slept with him!" I rubbed my face.

"Why?"

"I was sexually frustrated! Plus he's like a really good kisser." I defended myself.

"You- dear Merlin.... I think you should end things with him before he completely falls in love with you, if it's not too late already." He advised.

"I probably should." I sighed...

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Gemma and I are sneaking into the kitchen for some midnight snack. I don't know how it happened, but yeah.