I wanted to be his everything, have all the labels until I could no longer be anything else and overlooked the fact that I was already all that.
Sometimes the feeling overpowered me to the point that I wanted to possess him as if he was an object and I wanted that object not to be touch by anyone else. This wasn't love.
Got hurt because I couldn't believe I wanted him this way and the worst part is that he saw right through me and stay. So, I decided to leave avoiding him so that I wouldn't suffocate him.
With all the pain and sorrow I left.
Needless to say, that when I fix and heal, removing that awful fake way of loving, I found out that I truly love him since day one and somewhere along the way I got corrupted turning everything into an infernal chaos.
It killed me to know that we couldn't be together anymore.
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Give Light to Dark Thoughts
PoetryWhen the heart bleeds and nothing can heal it, the only thing left to do is write. Thoughts are volatile, sometimes they are cruel and other times are kind, nevertheless both are needed. If the pain didn't exist no one would know what happiness feel...
