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- Not Home Anymore - _____________________________

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- Not Home Anymore -
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I panicked.

Trying to calm myself down I thought clearly again.

  'Home.' I thought and snapped my fingers. Again the bright, white light surrounded me.

When the light disappeared I was still in Levi's office.

"Why am I still here?!" I was confused.

"Hindu!!!! HINDU!!" I yelled.

"Yes Y/n?" Hindu appeared in front of me.

"Hindu it's not working! I keep thinking 'home' and then when I snap my fingers and the light thingy appears, I'm still here!" I explained throwing my arms around in frustration.

"Y/n. Think. Why are you staying in the same place when you think 'home'?" Hindu asked as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

"Huh?" My voice squeaked. I furrowed my brows and thought about it.

When I came to realization my eyes widened.

"....because this is my home..." I said slowly, my voice breaking a little.

  I was overwhelmed.

Realizing this made me realize so many other things.

"I can't think of this as home. My apartment had always been home!
I stayed in the damn place because it's where mother died! Yes, it's also where I was raped by mother's killers but it's where I grew up!
It's where mother grew up!
That is my home!" I yelled. I ran my hands through my hair as tears formed in my eyes.

"When father couldn't take the pain of staying there and moved I asked him if I could stay because I felt close to mother there!" I yelled. I fell to my knees as the frustrating and overwhelming feelings filled my mind and kept me from thinking straight.

"I wanted to leave here because I miss mother. I miss her so much I feel like if I do one wrong thing she'll never forgive me." I said quietly as I sobbed.

"I can't leave them though... it was a stupid decision." I said pulling myself off the ground and walking over to Levi's desk. I crumbled the letter up and threw it in the can next to Levi's desk.

I wiped my tears and sniffled a bit. I opened the door and standing in front of it was Shorty Clean.

  "The hell are you doing in my office again Filth? Come to steal more things from me? Commit more crimes?" Levi glared at me.

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