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Me and pop were chilling at his crib watching some Christian music cause we don't mess with Netflix no more if you know you know and if you don't Netflix posted a Instagram post saying hail satan like what type of dumb ish is that like girl bye
But anyways we were watching movies eating some popcorn and some candy, these few days have just been really good me and pop have been getting closer and I'm really falling in love with this man he's just perfect everything about him is just amazing
He's sweet, funny, talented I'm just head over heels for him, lately we've been thinking about our future together he told me he wanted to get married and we would have 3 kids together which is everything I have ever wanted in life god really blessed me with an amazing man
Asia: ok but if we get married and have kids were living in Minneapolis in Minnesota
Pop: why I want to live in Miami
Asia: Miami if filled with strippers
Pop: said who
Asia: said me now got over it buttercup
I flipped him of then got of his lap and walked in the kitchen this man has all the snacks I'm talking about a whole 5 ft box of hot Cheetos let me tell you I already ate half of it
I walked into the room size pantry and tried to reach for the fruit by the foot but I couldn't reach,I was going to call pop but before I could I felt somebody pushing against me . I looked over my shoulder and pop grabbed the box the roll ups were in and hand it to me
He then walked outside I stood there for a minute a little in daze because am in love, I walked out to the kitchen after like 5 minutes of standing in the pantry
When I walked out the pantry I saw pop sitting on the couch with a whole bunch of flowers and a a small red velvet box in his hands I was kinda confused on what was going on. I put the box of poll ups on the island then walked towards the living room
I sat right next to pop on the couch but he didn't say anything he just smiled at me we both just stared into each other's eyes while pop continued to smile at me
Asia: so what's all of this for
Pop: I have to ask you something
Asia: well what is it
Pop: well I know we've only been talking for a couple of weeks but I'm really in love with you and I'm really falling for you, your everything I've ever wanted in a women and 8m ready to make us official and I want us to go public with our relationship
I just stood there in confused I mean official I understand but public I don't know about that
Asia: umm I'm fine with us being official but I don't know about public I don't feel comfortable with that
Pop: look please I'm sick and tired of us not being able to go out with each other or do anything in public cause of paparazzi plus everybody already knows we're dating so what's there to hide
Asia: I know but I have plans remember when I told you I didn't want to be in a relationship until I get myself settled down and start my own business I'm still living in my dorm and we only have 28 more days to move out, me and Magen have nowhere to go I'm not ready for our relationship to be public
Pop: but I can help with those things you can live with me while you find a place to live , I can help you start your business I know a lot of people who you can work with. I can help you with whatever you need just ask and I'll do it that's how much I love you I'll do anything for doesn't matter how hard it is or how much it cost
Me and pop continued to argue for another 30 minutes over making our relationship public but I don't want that like I understand his point of everybody knowing and how he wants to do things for me but I'm just not ready
I want things to be private cause the internet can be a very toxic place just look at the comments about us on the shade room people are already bullying me on the internet for being seen with you imagine what there going to say if we want public
I honestly got tired of him I just got up and put my pants on and grabbed my keys while he was still yelling at me because I don't want to do and he wants to do,I grabbed my keys from the island in the kitchen then walked towards the door
Pop:YOU KNOW WHAT FUCKING LEVE IF YOU WANT I DONT GIVE A FUCK NO MORE
He said before I slammed the door behind then walked out of his driveway since pop drove me here I had to get an Uber, i Ordered and Uber and waited 15 minutes until it came
I got into the Uber and it told the driver my address and he pulled out the community that pop lived in really fast which is not normal but I didn't really mind it cause i was to angry to pay attention to anything
Why would he get mad at me because I don't want to go public he can't force me to do something I don't want to do plus I'm happy with our relationship being public I'm not trying to be bullied on the internet
But for now I'm just trying to get my mind of it and calm down I can't be stress over a guy not now especially since I have so much to worry about already
