"Look at little miss fashion queen, pop said wiping his eyes with one hand while the phone was in the other you could clearly tell he just woke up cause his voice was way deeper than it usually is and he looked like he just got hit by a car but Asia wasn't complaining at all cause he looked like a whole snack
" haha so funny anyways why are you still sleeping it's like 1 in the morning, I said making da fuck face making us both burst out laughing, " your fucking ugly woo, pop said licking his lips and then starring into my eyes
I felt kinda awkward but I was blushing hard he usually did this so I should be used to it but I'm not I love when he looks at me with his big ass eyes
" why you stay starting if I'm beautiful just say that, I said eating my last slice of pizza " you beautiful ma, he said almost making me spit out my pizza this man can really get it anytime anywhere
I'm somewhat upset I left him to come to Paris I already miss him so much I wish he came with me but he got concerts and other stuff to do but this FaceTime thing is not cut out for me
A sis can't go dickless for this long but I'm pretty sure he finna visit me I'm not actually sure I know for a fact he's gonna visit me and I can't wait until then but for now FaceTime is the best thing we can do
Sometimes we would be on FaceTime for hours and hours talking bout our days, our future, and how much we love each other I was really falling for this man to the bones but IDK I just have some type of weird feeling something's gonna happen but I didn't tell him about I didn't want to stress him out he was already stressed about how many events he already had on his plate I didn't wanna add more weight of my own situations
" I can't wait till we get married and have babies that would be one of the happiest moments ever", he said smiling showing his wide smile I was about to cry he was too cute " and when do you expect to purposed I said smirking and bringing my camera to my face and my double chin was popping like never before
" girl you're goofy but IDK I'm hoping soon", he replies smirking he said then continues to let out a quiet yet noticeable giggle what does he mean by soon like a couple of weeks soon or like a couple of months soon
I wanted to ask him but I didn't want to push it so I just left it alone, whatever happens, is going to happen Asia just wait " anyways my love how was your concert yesterday ", I asked he never really liked talking about himself everything had to be Asia Asia Asia he put me before anything which I love but at the same time there should be things you put before me but I wasn't complaining
" it was nice the crowd was lit and it was just the vibe and the crowd want crazy when I dedicated the performance to you they want crazy and started chanting Asia Asia Asia my fans love you like crazy and that's how I know you the one my fans used to shit on all my other relationships but with you, it's all positive ", you said chanting my name mocking the crowd
This man tea knows how to show his love and yes his fans loved me a lot I was always shown love by his fans in everything I do and when I was feeling well or doing well they were there with their kindness and love for me it was so cute how they accepted me into the woo family
" I know I watched the video it was so cute they are so kind I wish I could've been there ", I said making a sad face I was always sad when I missed one of his concerts because I love seeing him on stage it's like when he's on stage he's so vulnerable and has a strong connection with his fans he put all his guards down and expresses his feelings which is amazing to watch since he always acting tough and I don't blame him with the industry he in you always gotta keep for guard up no matter what
sometimes I wish he didn't but sometimes I wish I say a less hood version of him even though I already do I just wished he did a little more sometimes I wish we were able to walk around in the streets without bodyguards and paparazzi all over us sometimes I wish he wasn't famous but then that means I'm asking for a whole different Bashar and I would never do such a thing so I just gotta deal with it but I do think I need to talk about it when I'm ready cause I don't wanna hide my feeling from him
I was quickly knocked out of my thoughts when Bashar started talking ( omg since when did I start calling him that " you know what wild I ain't been feeling right these past days like I feel like for some reason we might not be together for very long something in my heart is telling me that this might be one of our last phone calls, I sat there in shock after what he said what was I supposed to say, why did he feel this way, is he correct I just froze " you know what I ain't gone trip cause I know it ain't gone happen I'm not leaving this world without you by my side so it's whatever he said, he said getting up from his bed and walking into a different room you could tell he was getting emotional but didn't wanna so it
"Bashar you know I love you right and I would never let anything happen to you Idk why or how you feel this way but whatever is going on you have me by your side no matter what I love you and your friends and family love you and will always be there for you and don't you ever speak such thing into existence were gonna be together forever I promise and I don't break promises, I said tearing up at this point I was sitting up at the edge of my bed starring into my phone trying not to cry we were both trying not to cry until pop said some goofy ass shit that made us laugh " damn my real name sound like an old nigga name, I swear he can't take shit serious
we continue talking for like 3 hours until I had to leave for a photoshoot I called him again when I got to the photoshoot and we spent that entire time on the phone then I called him when I got home and we made pasta together and had a virtual date where we talked about life, careers, or future baby names and so much more and my favorite part of the night is when pop proposed to me even tho i couldn't wear the ring it was a ruby heart shaped with white diamonds all around it it was like nothing I've ever seen i literally cried kinda sad i couldn't cry in his hands but I'm still very grateful and happy it was the best thing I could've asked for right now life just felt right everything was perfect it felt like nothing could go wrong... I'm going to be a wifey
