Relationship in Bed

Rejected

"Sweetie?"

"Ha?" wala sa sarile kong tanong.

"Masama ba pakiramdam mo? Kanina pako nagsasalita dito hindi ka naman sumasagot" he asked curiously.

"Aahh.." I paused as I look at those papers on my desk "I fine" I said without looking at him. Inumpisahan kong basahin ang mga papers kahit wala ko sa focus. I need to make him feel that I am fine that I am not affected. I really need to believe that I don't care if that girl is Madeleine or not.

Nagulat ako ng maramdaman ang dalwang kamay ni Brent sa balikat ko. He's butt is leaning againts my table and make me face him.

"Are you sure you are okay?" I nodd and give him assurance.

He smiled.

He guided me to stand so our face are on the same level. He's making a move. He kissed my lips as I feel his hand on my back while his other hand is massaging my butt.

His kissed became aggressive like he needs something more.

I am not kissing him back as like before. I am not in the mood.

He tried to isert his hand under my skirt but I stop it by my hand.

We stop kissing as he furrowed at me curiously.

"Sorry" I look down and sighed. "I.. I need water" I said as I walked out in front of her. "Do you want cofffee?" I asked as I am already at his back.

He stand and face me. "Yeah sure" he smiled and get back to his chair.

I know he is curious. I rejected him. Hindi ko na alam kung anong nangyayari sakin.

I took a deep breath as I close my eyes. Kelangan mawala ang kung ano man ang iniisip ko.

"Awww" daing ko nang maramdaman ang mainit na tubig sa kamay. Puno na pala yung tasa.

"Ayos ka lang?" narinig kong sabi. "Patingin ako" kinuha niya ang kamay ko at tiningnan agad niya akong hinila sa may lababo para mabasa ng tubig ang kamay ko. Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya the whole time. Tama ba ang nakikita ko? He's taking care of me.

Napatingin siya sakin habag hinuhugasan padin ang kamay ko.

We met our eyes. I met Stanley's eye.

"Bakit?" he asked seriously.

"Wala. You look different" sagot ko at napangiti lang siya

"Mas lalo bang naging gwapo?" he asked as he raising his eyebrows. He still have a cute smile.

"Naks. Mayabang ka pa din pala" I commented and he chuckled.

"Hindi ha? Nagsasabi lang ako ng totoo" he said and I just rolled my eyes "Para namang dimo alam na gwapo ako" I stop my smile and look at him as he look at me as well.

Seryoso kaming nakatingin sa isa't isa. Hindi ko alam pero malakas ang kabog ng dibdib ko. Like before kapag nakikita ko siya, kapag malapit siya sakin o kapag nagdidikit ang balat namin sa isa't isa. Pero I know naka move on na ako sa kanya. Maybe I just remember the old times, kung paano kami mag asaran.

"Ahem" we heard someone cleared his throat. We both look at the door to see that someone. Nagulat ako nang makitang nakatayo si Brent dun habang nakahalukipkip ang mga braso. Matalim ang tingin niya sa kamay ko na hawak padin nu Stanley. Agad kong binawi ang kamay ko at para kong natataranta

"Ahmm Brent sorry nainip kaba maghintay sa kape mo" I asked habang inaayos ang kape niya "Na.. natapunan kasi ako ng mainit na tubig kaya natagalan ako" I said habang nakatingin sa kanya tapos titingin sa kapeng ginagawa ko.