|BOYSHIT| jaden hossler

REALITY

*madelyn's pov* 

*the next day * 

Today the boys and their girlfriends are coming over to spend the day all together 

Im making pancakes to jaden for breakfast cause he just woke up and i fed delilah earlier and i ate earlier too

Jaden is playing with delilah in the living room

Or was actually cause i felt him warping his arms around me and kissing my neck

I giggled cause it tickles 

J:"ur giggle is cute" 

I shook my head laughing 

He kept kissing me on my neck and shoulders 

M:"pancakes are done " 

J:"but i can have u instead " 

M:"nope u cant our daughter is literally in the room next to us "

J:"we can keep quite and close the door" 

M:"yeah and leave a one year old alone what a brilliant idea " 

J:"ughhh i miss you thoo " he said pouting 

Okay so let me tell you something since i got back here from canada 2 months ago me and jaden didnt have sex not even once but i just cant idk its not tha i dont want to have sex with jaden but i just find myself stopping him if we start making out i feel sad cause i dont help him with his needs but like i cant after josh tried to force me i am just too afraid 

I feel like it bothers jaden sometimes which makes me feel so bad cause he probably think i dont trust him but the thing is i do ,i trust jaden more than i trust myself but idk what is happening 

M:"i miss you too but ,delilah.." I shrugged

J:"how about we go next weekend on a trip just u and i and delilah stays with emma or something?"

M:"idk jaden no promises plus we don't know if emma is okay to take care of delilah maybe she's busy " i said getting the dishes out the dishwash and drying them with a towel 

J:"well we can ask her " he shrugged 

M:"yeah maybe i dont know " 

J:"actually you know what ? Never mind"

He rolled his eyes and left i put the plate down and face palmed 

Great now he is upset 

And the worst girlfriend awards goes to 

MADELYN CLINE 

yay.

*later that day* 

We are sitting out by the pool,jaden isnt talking to me not even looking at me 

I think the girls noticed cause they pulled me up and dragged me inside the house 

E:" EXCUSE US " emma said as we got inside and she closed the door behind 

Avani=av

Emma=e

Amelie=am

Sab=s 

E:"whats up with u and jaden?" 

M:"what ?" I played dumb 

S:"u guys dont talk at all ,sitting far from each others not even looking at each others" 

Av:"do we need to kill him for something?" Amelie and the girls nodded in agreement 

I giggled 

M:"noo it's nothing i just wanna spend time with u guys me and jaden live together so we need to have a break and be with our friends y'know " 

E:"uhh thats never u and jaden u never give time for us if jaden is here lmao" 

M:"yeah i noticed that and felt guilty so that wh-" 

*doorbell ring* 

Saved by the bell? 

M:"one sec" i said , went and opened the door 

And it was chase 

M:"CHASEYY" once i saw him i pulled him closer and hugged him so tight and he laughed and hugged me back i missed him so much its been so long since the last time i saw him 

C:"i miss youu" 

We pulled away 

M:"samee how are you " 

C:"im greatt! How about u ? " 

M:"im good come in!" 

The girls greeted him and then we went out to the boys and they greeted him jaden was kind of rude to him he gave him a fake smile that looked so fake actually 

Ughh this is gonna be a longgg night 

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I honestly dont know what this is instead of big shit but i am so tired cause i just got back from the gym and i havent slept well 😴