Driving Mr. Bane

Chapter 40

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These last couple of days had been exiting. Jon couldn't stop smiling, even though his body was aching. He had visited him every night after curfew, and it had been amazing. They had fucked for hours. Roughly. Just the way Jonathan liked. He was great at taking charge. Being the dominant one. And with every passing night, he became more and more dominant. Jonathan got the chills just by thinking about how he had locked himself into Jonathan's room last night, and woken him up by forcing his dick inside Jonathan. Of course, he had been scared at first. It was a shock waking up to a pain like that and a hand covering your mouth, but Jonathan knew that he loved him, and it had not been his intention to hurt him. The urge to fuck had just taken over, and afterwards he had explained that he had tried to wake Jonathan, but that he had been to fast asleep. Closing his eyes, Jonathan concentrated on breathing through the pain in his body, as he remembered how the terror of being held down was washed away by the man's words. The words that Jonathan had wanted to hear for so long. A beautiful declaration of how much he loved Jonathan. Loved him to the point where he couldn't resist the urge to fuck him. And that was what made it all worthwhile. Who cared about a little pain and fear if true love was the reason?

"Jonathan." The male nurse that all the patients always gawked at, approached him. "you have a visitor."

The nurse, Elijah, stepped aside and gestured for Alec to join Jonathan at his table.

"Jon. It's so great to see you. How are..." Alec stopped midsentence and stared at Jon with a horrific look in his eyes. "What the hell is that, Jon?"

Confused, Jonathan moved his hand up to his throat where Alec was staring. As soon as his fingers touched his skin, he flinched from pain. He had forgotten about that. He had held him down by the throat last night, to prevent him from making to much noise. Jonathan just hadn't noticed how sore it was until now.

Jonathan opened his mouth to explain it, but he didn't want to lie to Alec, so he just closed it again.

"This is serious Jon! How can the staff just ignore that?"

Quickly, Jon grabbed Alec's arm and held him back before he could go and confront the staff. He decided that a little white lie to keep his boyfriends secret couldn't hurt.

"Alec, its okay. I just had a run in with one of the others. We disagreed on a subject, and it got a little rough. It happens sometimes. We all get a little stir-crazy in here sometimes."

By the way Alec stared at Jonathan, he knew that he wasn't completely buying it. But that had been the excuse, that he had told the morning staff when they had seen the marks. The lying and sneaking around was necessary for their relationship until the day, Jonathan left this facility.

"Are you sure you are all right?"

A tiny sting of shame and regret filled Jonathan as he once again lied to Alec.

"Yes of course. Its no big deal. The guy just hadn't taking his medication yesterday, so he couldn't control his anger and frustration and It just so happened to be me, that got in his way. It was no big deal. I promise."

"if you say so..."

Alec still didn't look convinced, but he dropped the topic and began to tell Jon about the new education he had been excepted into.

Jonathan smiled and congratulated him, while his mind kept spinning around the events of last night.

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"im sorry sir, but visiting hours are ending." The nurse, Elijah, had appeared right behind as he spoke to Alec.

"Oh, I hadn't realized how late it was..." reaching over, Alec took Jonathan's hand and gave it a squeeze. "It was so nice to see you again Jon. Take care of yourself. And stay out of trouble. I'll see you soon again."

"Thanks, Alec. You're a great friend. Drive safe."

Smiling, Alec stood up and followed Elijah back to the front desk where he signed out. Before leaving, he turned around and waved at Jonathan.

A few moments later, Elijah returned with the medication tray.

"Here you go Mr. Morgenstern." He handed him the pills followed by a cup of water. Elijah watched him closely as he swallowed his pills. "your friend seems nice. Though a tad concerned."

Jon nodded.

"He is..." Without thinking about it, Jonathan kept his gaze on the door Alec had disappeared through. He didn't even notice the way Elijah looked at him and stayed beside him a few moments before he continued delivering the medication to the patients.

For the next few hours, Jonathan was deep in his own thoughts. Trying to figure out what that unsettling feeling was that gnawed in his gut. But he came up empty. He couldn't figure out what it was that felt wrong. He should be happy, shouldn't he? He was clean and sober for the first time in his adult life. He had an amazing friend in Alec and he was in a relationship with a man that actually loved him. Even though they had to hide their love.

"Bedtime!"

The night manager's voice tore Jonathan out of his thoughts. He couldn't believe how fast the time went today. Shaking of the worriers he couldn't place, Jonathan followed the other patients as they made their way to their designated rooms.

He could feel the medication taking effect and yawned loudly as he feel down on his back in the bed. Slowly he began removing his clothes and climbed under the covers. It was difficult to keep his eyes open. Even before the lights were turned off, Jonathan began drifting in and out of sleep.

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"Wake up..." the whispering sound of a familiar voice disturbed Jonathan's dream enough for him to wake up slightly, although not entirely.

"Wha..." As a hand covered his mouth, Jonathan opened his eyes completely. The same fear as last time rushed over him.

"Shh... its me..."

Jonathan nodded slowly. His heart raced wildly, while he tried to settle down his emotions. Fear... love..." but when he looked into his eyes, it wasn't exactly love he saw in them.

The man didn't remove his hand from Jonathan's mouth as he glared at him.

"I saw you today. With that tall guy."

He's jealous. He does love me. He's just jealous. Its not anger in his eyes. It's fear of losing me.

Jonathan tried to speak. To reassure him that Alec was just a friend, but when he tried to say something, the man closed his hand tighter around his mouth.

"That's your ex isn't it?" when Jonathan didn't respond immediately, the man tighten his grip even more. Causing black spots in front of Jonathan's eyes.

With tears streaming down his face, Jonathan nodded.

"I knew it!" with the solid hold on Jonathan's face, the man lifted his head up and slammed it back down. Even though it was in a bed, with soft pillows, the motion hurt and Jonathan whimpered.

"Oh shut up, you filthy slut!" The man removed his hand and placed it on Jonathan's sore throat instead. "You will NOT talk to him again. Do you hear me? You are MINE! And only MINE!"

Jonathan nodded frantically as the man tighten his grip on his throat.

"Good boy." He released his grip on Jonathan.

Before Jonathan had the chance to feel relieved, the man ripped of Jonathan's pants and forced his dick inside him with one hard thrust. The pain radiated through Jonathan's body and he could hardly breathe. But with every thrust, Jonathan repeated the mantra in his head.

He loves me. I disappointed him. This is my punishment. It was my fault. He loves me. I disappointed him. This is my punishment. It was my fault. He loves me. I disappointed him. This is my punishment. It was my fault...