Dear Heartbreaker...
I wish I could feel.
The last thing I remember feeling is the excruciating pain of knowing you're gone.
You left.
I drank away my pain.
I smoked away my pain.
I fought away my pain.
The only thing seeming to work was the fighting.
It made me feel.
That's all I want.
To feel.
Even if it's just pain I feel.
At least it's better than feeling nothing at all.
Maybe it's my punishment.
For what I did.
With her.
The fighting beings me pain...
The pain drowns out the numbness...
I get what I deserve. Punishment.
It's a win-win situation.
- The boy who's numb.
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Dear Heartbreaker... (2)
RandomI read all you letters... How could you not tell me!? This changed everything. I can't believe you didn't tell me. You broke me. Twice. I'm never going to recover from this one. These are letters to you. I know you'll never read them. But they're no...
