My whole life I've been a burden to you
I just wanted it to end
Everyday that I'm here
I wish I was there
But you know that
You use it against me
To make me feel bad
And torment me
It's like your trying to get me to leave
Well it worked
Physically I'm standing strong
Mentally I'm gone
All I want is to be good enough for you
Is that to much to ask
It's an impossible task
I always put on a mask
And no one really knows
What goes on at home
You don't even realize what your doing
Because of you I'm ruined
Yea there were some good times
I won't lie
But that ends
Once you glorify
The sick wars I fight in my mind
I make up these rhymes
But this is one that will never catch your eye
Why?
You won't listen
You'll just yell
That's how it goes
I should be used to it though
You were supposed to be by my side
Teaching me wrong from right
Not tearing me down
Making me cry all night
I could write 1,000 words
But it will never add up to the ones I left unspoken
From that I'm broken
But you wouldn't know
Hell you don't even know who I am
You never knew the real me
I promise you never will either
Yea I called you mom
But you were never a mother to me
Um...Idrk what to say ab this one tbh. It is very very personal more than any of the other ones tbh. Uh I don't think I've ever showed anyone the finished product so. Here's this.
