good boy

chapter 1

I was walking around while the guys where filming I was taking a little break

I look back and see Jimmy
He was being cute and goofy
I wish that I could have him....but I'm scared that he wouldn't like me back
But who cares...no one cares about me and stuff

I walk back to the area where we were filming we where filming a video where we win everything in a them park

I had my eyes on this one ostrich that I wanted so badly but I couldn't win it because I'm bad at the game...like I'm bad at everything I was about to give
"Hey chan chan" jimmy says
I turn around and see him

"Hiii" I say

"So you won anything yet?" He says

"No i want that ostrich but I'm too stupid to win it" I say while frowning

He comes up to me and puts his arm around me

"Its not that hard chan look il win it for you" he says

He plays the game a few times and the last time he wins it

"Here you go" he says while smiling at me

"T-thank you" I say while blushing 

"No problem" he says
He comes close and gives me a hug then he goes back to his spot

I watch him walk away and just smile at him
I look at the ostrich and I start to hug it

(Few hours later)

We ended the video a few minutes ago
I got in the car with chris
"That was a fun video" chris said
"Yea it was" I say
I hold the stuffed ostrich close to me I look out the window and start to get sleepy
I fell asleep in the car
(Time skip)

I woke up with Jimmy's arm around me I look around I was in the back seat with Jimmy we where almost back to the warehouse
I look over at Jimmy

He was laughing and smiling it made me happy
He starts to look at me
"Hey sleepy head" jimmy says
"H-hey" I say while smiling

He nudges his head in my neck
"Ok...now go back to sleep" he whispers in my ear

He sits up and laughs
I smile and look out the window

(2 days later)

I was laying in bed hugging the stuffed ostrich looking through Instagram  I saw that Jimmy posted on his story
I click on it

I see him eating food with this girl
He was holding her hand
After I saw that I felt...heartbroken I just felt like shit and other stuff...
I turn off my phone and roll over and start to cry

A little while later I cry myself to sleep

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Hope you liked this first chapter
I love yall NOW go eat food and drink water