chapter 5

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Chandlers POV

"CARA look....I'm gay..I don't wanna be with you" I say
She punches me in my stomach
"No your gonna be straight ok" she says while she puts her arms around me
I push her off
"Just..get out my house" I say
"No I'm s-" she says
"GET OUT MY FUCKING HOUSE" I yell
I open the door and push her out
She started yelling

I started to lean against the door
My phone rings
It was from Jimmy

Jim: hey wyd?

Me: nothing much I just broke up with cara

Jim: oh I'm sorry

Me: no dont be I'm actually happy

Jim: oh ok

Jim: can I come over?

Me: sure
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I get up and walk to the kitchen I wanted something to eat so I started to look around while looking around I look at a knife
I pick it up and just stare at it I lift up my sleeves showing my scars I run my hand across my arm I put the knife back and go back to look for food

I open the fridge and find some left over pizza I pick it up and heat it up I'm the microwave my phone was blowing up for some reason
I go to check it I see a video
It was cara basically outing me
"SHIT" I yell
I didn't want it to be out to the public yet
I look at the comments

@ Coolkid91: damn..Chandler is gay that's just-

I scroll more down and I see my dad comment

@ toddhallow: no he cant be this is a joke it better be a joke

I exit out of Instagram and go and call cara

"Hey baby" she says
"WHAT THE FUCK WHY" I yell
"That's what you get for being a bitch"
She says
"YOUR THE FUCKING BITCH.." I yell
Then I hang up

I thought that I should at least make a video or something
I decided to go live I starred a live

"Hey guys...um some of you guys saw what cara posted about me it is true i am gay...she..she probably said that because I broke up with her
She was controlling and alot of other stuff..so I'm sorry guys..some of yall probably dont like me..." I say

I look at the screen and saw my dad join

"I-im...sorry...I'm sorry dad..i dont matter...I'm...im just g-gonna end the live...I love you guys..." I say while crying
I ended the live and put my phone away I started to walk up the stairs I got to my room and opened the door I went to go lay down
I started crying
Then i got tired and fell asleep

(Few hours later)

I wake up to knocking on the door I get up and walk down stairs I open the door it was jimmy
He runs in and kisses me I smile at him "so what you wanna do" he says
"I dont know" I say while closing the door

He comes close to me and started kissing my neck "do you wanna have some fun?" He whispers in my ear

"Not yet.." I say
He hugs me and I hug him back
I place my head on his shoulder

"I love you....you make me feel happy"
I say
"I love you too" he says
He starts to play with my hair

"Jimmy...will- umm...will you be my boyfriend?" I say

"Chandler...I have maddie..." he says

I start to tear up

"I love you...i- umm yea..il be your boyfriend" he says

I look up at him he smiles at me so I smile back he runs his hand down my back and kiss me I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss back

(Time skip)

I was laying down with Jimmy
"Why did I have to bottom this time?" I say
"Because your better as a bottom and I'm a better top" he says
I laugh

He wraps his arm around me I place my head on his chest
"I love you" i say
I feel him kiss my head

I got tired and fell asleep
I fell asleep thinking about jimmy he just makes me really happy

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