𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓲𝓻𝓮
欲望
・/dəˈzī(ə)r/・
⇒ a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen
⇒ Read to find out, Still ongoing
→ This will be my first ever fanfic and first levi x reader. Don't expect much on this
๛ Alternative U...
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Shit
I woke up panting heavily, sweats dripping down my body. I sat up to the corner of my bed and grabbed the picture of me and my mom which I always carry alongside
"Mom..."
I know that I'm tough, strong, brave, fearless but everybody has emotions, that includes me. Even I don't show them physically, I do feel them internally. I was happy before, living with my mom is perfect for me, just why does it have to me who needs to sacrifice, why can't it be the others? I know this isn't just for a reason, but something else...
I cried silently and I felt different
Y/N...It can't be her, mom is it her? Hell I don't know... I need to know more about you Y/N because
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I love you
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But you are delusional
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you're just an illusion
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she's not real, she never will be, everything is just fake, everything is just nothing...
I need to talk to her personally
But today is not the right time
Maybe tomorrow? No, next month? No, next year? Heck no, maybe never...
Its only the destiny who can bring it...
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I looked at the clock and its 4am in the morning. I don't want to sleep, I just need space, I don't want to go to school but heck I need to, maybe I can talk to her. I'm bold and courageous and I know I can do it, I just can't leave this be, but there is a thought that I need to
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Move on
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But should I?
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