Ocean Eyes. (Y/n & Wanda Maximoff Pov)

Rematch?

--Your POV-- 

I walk out of the compound. I'm furious, I feel my body shaking from how mad I am. I notice my hands have little sparks of purple coming off of them. It's like little lightning bolts, my veins glow this purplish-black color. I create a ball of energy and just begin to play with it in my hands. It's the size of a baseball. I can make it grow and shrink. Nick always knew how to get under my skin, and just push my buttons. I don't know why I'm so angry. Maybe because they both lied to me about Natasha, they both knew what was going on. Maybe it was because they let me spiral out of control during those years. I can feel my eyes changing colors. They hadn't done this in the longest time, I also hated when they did that. I always tried to keep my cool; they only changed colors when I'm outraged like now. I hope I got out of there before they noticed. Natasha had finally talked to me she seemed worried, but I couldn't tell if it was for me or her.  I take a shaky breath as I try to calm my nerves, just trying to focus on anything that could ground me back to reality. I look up at the overcast sky, the clouds are dark and heavy. There is a breeze that's strong but not worrying. The animals that are normally out at this lake, have all retreated into their homes or dens. The air smells of rain, I took as big of a breath as I possibly could. The air chilled my lungs. "I'm not okay mom, I don't know how to do this without you or them. It should've been me. I was the one who was meant to take care of you all. I'm sorry I've failed you all." I hear a faint voice "You haven't failed anyone Y/N", "Mom?" I say back "No, sadly not your mom just your very concerned girlfriend." I turn around to see Wanda standing behind me. "Hi babes, how long have you been standing there?" I turn around to face her. "Long enough." She takes a step toward me, but I take a step back "Wanda ... Don't come any closer." I wrap my arms together, "I - I don't want to hurt you" I say while looking down. Wanda puts her hands on my cheeks "I trust you Y/N, you won't hurt me." "Let's take a seat and talk about what that was." She says as she pulls us down to the ground. "Wait," I stand her back up and place my jacket I was wearing down on the ground so she could sit on it. 

Wanda- Y/N want to tell me what that was about in there?
Y/N - * I sigh* Nick just knows how to get under my skin. 
Wanda - Y/N, that was more than two people who are trying to get under each other skin. That was personal.
Y/N- Yeah, you're right. That was personal they lied to me, Wanda. The two people I was closest two just let me sit there for years thinking she was dead. When she's been here the whole time playing Earth's great defender.
Wanda- *silence*
Y/N - How could they do that? How could she do that? I- I- thought they cared for me, I thought she cared.  Am I really that bad of a person that they needed to fake her death?  *I look over to Wanda with pools of tears filling my eyes.*
Wanda- Don't do that Y/N, don't you dare do that. Don't blame yourself for their mistakes, I'm sure Natasha had her reasons. But in my opinion, whatever the reason is it was a shit reason.
Y/N - *I look away from Wanda trying to hide my tears from her.* 
Wanda- Y/N, listen to me. You don't have to hide your pain from me. She left you alone, scared. Of course, it is going to hurt seeing her after all this time.  I know I don't know the whole story or even her point of view of things. But what I do know is, you've had enough pain to last you multiple lifetimes, it's okay to feel that pain once and a while. Just don't let it consume you. 
Y/N- *I give her a weak smile* 
Wanda- Did you think about it? ... *She looks down at her hands* What you want to do? 
Y/N - *I sigh* I don't know Wanda, these people ... They don't want me here, Natasha especially. Yeah they have made me feel welcomed and say they accept me ... but what about my past, the life I've lived.
Wanda - What about me Y/N? *she looks at me, scanning my face with her eyes.* What- What if I want you to stay? 
Y/N - *I grab her face* Is that what you want?