boyfriend || DNF

Fifteen ☾

Tuesday

Dream's POV

how did i not see it before? you were enduring so much
yet i was being an ass towards you the first time we meet

you took care of me, you helped me, you loved me
and in return, i pushed you away and told you it was none of your business when you endured the same pain that i did

god...

your silent cries touch my shoulder, your arms wrap around me like you're going to "lose" me,
your trembles collide with my embrace as you let out all the pain you've endured

"it's okay beautiful" whispering into your ear as i gently lay you down on the couch

your brown hair scatters on the cushions, your cheeks are bright red and stained with tears
i'm not going to lie, i teared up too

gently, i run my hands onto your bare skin once more
you flinch, but you don't tell me to stop

pressing my forehead against yours as you continue to cry
after a couple of minutes i tilt my head as my lips collide with your soft cheek

i smile at you, and you lift your hand up and caress my own cheek
i do the same
placing my hand onto yours as you rub your thumb across my blush stained cheek

removing our hands, i bend down to your neck and leave small kisses onto it, the soft smooching sounds accompanied it as i trailed down

i didn't hesitate to kiss every single part of you, the next time you look at these scars
i don't want you to remember all the pain they caused you

i want you to remember my lips brushing against them, my hands gently caressing your body

after all...
you did the same for me, and i'm forever grateful

"dream" you spoke as your voice softly cracked, i look up at you "yes my love?~" i whispered back to you as i place my hand on your forehead and push your brown hair back

"i love you"

you're voice sounded scared, my heart ached but at the same time it skipped beats
i paused, just looking at you and admiring you

"I love you too, george"

your lip quivered into a small smile as you extend your arms out
i chuckled, i grabbed a blanket that was folded on the couch and laid down next to you

you faze nuzzled into my chest as i gave you a gentle squeeze

after a while, your soft snores fill my ears as i look, your eyes are shut
my hand traveled up your back as a gently pushed your head and body closer to mine

and in that moment, i knew that as long as you and i have each-other

everything our parents had said vanishes into thin air

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Tuesday

George's POV

i swore to myself that i would never cry in front of another human being
even when my parents were punishing me, even when i would get beat at school, even when all my lovers would leave

i never cried

i just...accepted it, i accepted that i was "meant" to be treated this way
hiding my wounded body, hiding my wounded mind, hiding my wounded heart

i just did whatever took the pain away
until i met you

when i saw you, it was like i was looking at me but more vulnerable
i couldn't stop myself, a little voice telling me to just "save you"

even though i knew what the outcome "could've" been, i didn't care

but now here we are, you gently stroke my head as you reassure me that it was okay with a soft whisper against my ear
you gently lay me down onto the couch
my brown hair messily placed onto the cushions as tears stream down my face

this was the most i've cried, it made me feel embarrassed
it made me feel anxious

your hand brushes down my bare body as you softly ran your fingers against my scars

i flinch,
my stomach was turning, more tears streamed down my face, but i wanted you to keep touching me

your forehead feels warm as you press it against mine
i couldn't help but cry even more, i practically felt all your love pouring into me

you press your lips softly onto my tear stained cheek
lifting your head as you gave me a small smile, a hint of gloss covering your eyes as you teared up
you were crying? you're crying for my sake?

fuck...

my hand shakily reaches up to your face, a bright shade of pink lightly staining your lightly tanned skin
staring in awe, your hand soon rested on top of mine as well, my thumb slowly and softly rubbing against your blushed cheek

you remove your hand and mine
slowly, you make your way down my body, the small smooching sounds echoed through my mind, i loved it

i didn't want this feeling to end, i wanted it to last forever
you didn't hesitate to kiss every single wound that had been pasted onto my skin

i quivered, tainting me with all your love and care
looking up at you as i shakily call out your name, your response sends my heart through the roof "yes my love?~"

your hand was placed against my forehead as you slowly push my brown hair out of my face
i could feel even more tears forming in my eyes
so many thoughts ran through my head in that moment
but one small sentence escapes my lips

"i love you"

i anxiously awaited your response, you didn't say anything for a few seconds
and it worried me, did i misunderstand? was i being to childish? where you second guessing?

my eyes slightly widened as you responded to me, nothing but a loving tone

"i love you to...george"

god damn it, i was overwhelmed with happiness
my lip quivered as i tried to hold myself back from more tears escaping
a quivering smile spread across my face, all i could do was extend my arms out and motion for a hug

you chuckled as i watched you reach for a blanket i had folded earlier and extend it onto both our bodies as you laid down next to me

giving me a gentle squeeze as i nuzzled my face into your chest,
the last thing i remember before falling asleep in your arms

was the warm feeling of being safe, the warm feeling of being loved by you

End Of Chapter

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