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i woke up beside kentrell not regretting a thing...but that's the thing i feel bad about...why don't i regret anything
he's put me through so much..but i love this man like no other, and that's the problem i always make excuses for him and he still make me feel bad for myself i don't need any sympathy..i need to focus on myself
i jump out my thoughts to hear kaia screaming and crying so i ran out out the room after kentrell jumped up
"KAIA" i said in fear as i ran beside her crib and picking her up while caressing her beautiful little face and dropping to my knees
"YO- you okay kianna ?" kentrell said as he ran inside the room and holding me kissing my forehead
"i'm sorry kai i'm sorry i'm sorry" i said over and over
"it's okay ma..stop apologizing it ain't your fault" kentrell said rocking me back and forth
we sat in silence as hot tears streamed down my face fuck... we can't do this..we can't just fuck without catching feelings
"trell..we can't do this anymore" i said as i leaned up away from him
"what is you talking about?" he said as he looked at me dead in my eyes ..
"don't look at me like that please..and i mean we can't do this..US" i said pointing at me and him
"yes we can kianna cmon what you want me to do ? i'll go to therapy for you ma..i just need you and kaia that's all i want is OUR family" he said getting up as i got up and walked away and he followed me out the room
"no that's not all you need...YOU need to work on yourself before worrying about someone else..and don't you got a baby on the way ?" i asked him as i laid kaia on the guest room bed
"fuck..i thought you forgot about that...WE WAS JUST GOING GOOD and now you gotta bring up old shit" he said leaning against the wall
"old shit ?? a LIFE ? no what you not gon do is blame someone else for your doings because you can't keep your dick in your pants !" i said picking up my phone about to call kylee so she can come pick me and my baby up
"who the fuck you calling ?" he said walking up to me and grabbing my phone
" i'm calling kylee please don't do this right now..i cant take it kentrell...please ?" i said rubbing my temples
"you wanna leave me that bad ?" he said while his voice cracked
"i'm not gonna leave you..i just miss my home where i feel at home not having to worry when your gonna come back mad or angry ready to beat my ass..i'd rather be at home right now with my daughter" i said wiping my tears off my face
