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i was currently in front of kiannas room by myself...i was scared to walk in there cause i never wanted to see her like this..it's all my fault
i sighed and walked into the room seeing her hooked to a bunch of machines making me want to break down instantly, i would go through hell and back to get her back..
i walked over to the bed and grabbed her hands and kissed it then kissed her forehead
"kianna baby i love you so much i hope you know that..i really do apologize..it's fine if youn wanna be with me after this but just know i love you and nobody can stop that...i got a tattoo of you today" i said pointing above my eyebrow and the back of my hand
i felt a burning sensation in my eyes and tears running down my face.."baby please wake up..i need you..please"
"i cant even imagine the pain you in right now...i want to take all this pain away from you..god please bring my wife, my forever, my baby back...your daughter needs you ki...both of us needs you"
i felt her hand tremble..making me look at it in shock..i feel like she could hear me
"can you hear me..i know i felt yo hand shake ian trippin..if you can hear me do it again"
her hand trembled again then her whole body started to shake and the machines started to beep louder and faster
i ran to the door opening it, "AYE WE NEED HELP IN ROOM 187"
the gang ran up to the room seeing her still shaking i didn't see kylee and boomer though..they really fucked up for not being her
"HELP PLEASE" kiannas mom screamed out then the doctors decided to come to the room shoving us out closing the door behind them
"FUCK" i said hitting the wall startling everyone
"baby she's gonna be okay..." kiannas mom said hugging me rubbing me back
"ma i don't want to see her like this...it's hurting like hell right now" i said with my voice cracking
"cmon let's go sit down.." sherhonda said leading us back to the chairs
we all sat back down in silence as i sat back with my leg shaking
they won't even let me see my child..cause kianna is.. i can't even say it or imma breakdown
i have separation anxiety so when i'm away from the person i love most, i take drugs and go crazy
*30 minutes later*
one of the doctors came up to us, "shes not speaking but she has body reactions so be gentle please, everyone make come inside the room"
i jumped up first and ran to the back like usain bolt, i opened the door and walked towards her with my arms open but she just moved her head to the side and looked out the window
