Trigger warning!
Mentions of self-harm
How I'm feeling today? Hm.. it's a day of feeling nothing. Kinda anxious tho. I'm always nervous, but I had a small panic attack today, so that's worse.
Besides that, my head is empty, my soul is empty.
There's nothing at the moment.
Just a hole inside me.
A hole that can't be filled.
I'm thinking a lot about hurting myself tho.
Why? Because I deserve it. It makes me happy. It makes me feel something.
It's a proof for me that I'm still alive.
And I'm not quite sure if I'm the one wanting to just do it for like no reason or if it's the voice in my head. Or maybe it's the both of us.
Well, tomorrow we'll see, what's going to happen.
- 3rd March 2021
- Joe
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बेतरतीबHeyyo, I hope you're doing alright. Glad, you landed here.. You can refer to me with the name Joe. My mind can be a pretty messed up place sometimes and my thoughts are too much for myself sometimes, so I thought I might share them. If you're inter...
