euphoria | wanda maximoff x reader

chapter six

"fight for your fairytale"

Y/N sighed as she saw the light peeking through the curtains, Nat had gone back to bed, but she had no luck falling back asleep.

she stood up, dumping her mug into the sink as she walked to the elevator, walking in to it, she pressed the button to the bedrooms, figuring showering might make her feel better, as it often did.

She walked into her bedroom, ignoring the confused stares she got from her teammates, wondering why she was awake so early in the morning.

she walked into her bathroom, stripping her clothes and turning on the shower.

She sighed as she felt tears roll down her face. why?! why was she stuck with reliving that night? what she had done out of her control? it wasnt fair.

she soon erupted with sobs, as she covered her mouth with her hand, trying to keep quiet, she didnt need the others involved in this.

She just wanted her sister, she was the only blood relative she had left, she just wanted someone to be there for her.

of course she had the team, but they had limited help, they still had their lives and she didnt want to bother them.

She washed her hair as she still contemplated what she could've done, she tried to believe it wasnt her fault. She was stuck in Hydra, there wasn't anything she could've done.

but still, the feeling of guilt and regret was washing over her completely.

Y/N shut off the water as she grabbed a towel, drying herself off as she walked into her closet to find something to wear.

she grabbed a white crop top, and lavender sweat pants, throwing her white hair into a pony tail.

she did her best with her makeup to look as if she wasnt extremely exhausted.

She walked into the kitchen, grabbing her thermal water bottle, passing Steve and Wanda in the kitchen, she avoided both of their lingering stares, she focused not on them, but the trickle of water going into her bottle.

"Y/N? its early." Steve said to break the awkward silence between the three.

"I- I couldn't sleep." She said, opening the pantry, trying to find something to eat.

"Did you even sleep at all?" Steve said, concern laced in his voice.

"I did for a few hours, before waking up, and I couldn't fall back asleep."

Steve and Wanda shared a look, despite Y/N using makeup, they could obviously see her tired face.

"Hunny you should probably go to sleep." Steve said sternly.

"If i go to sleep now my sleep schedules gonna be all fucked up, ill just need to wait until tonight." she said, grabbing cereal and a bowl.

"You can get yourself sick by not sleeping, Y/N" Wanda had spoken up, concern obvious on her face.

"Im fine, me not sleeping for one day wont hurt me!" Y/N said as she sat down to eat.

They sighed leaving the room, going to the others to ask why Y/N had not slept.

"Did any of you see Y/N walking through the tower or in the kitchen?" Steve asked Clint and Natasha who were talking in the hallway.

"Y/N was in the kitchen last night with me, around maybe 2am ish," she said. "I went to bed at around 4am but i dont know when she finally went to sleep." Nat said.

"Did she tell you why she was awake?" Steve asked.

"Fuck, Y/N will kill me if i tell you, but she was having nightmares, before you ask, she didnt specify what the nightmares were specifically."

"Okay, thanks." Steve said walking into the training room.

Y/N sighed as she finished her cereal, deciding to go on a run.

She put her bowl in the sink and walked into her bedroom, grabbing her tennis shoes.

she walked into the elevator and out the building, walking down a trail her and Steve usually went down together.

pumping her feet, she pushed her self faster, only taking breaks every few blocks to catch her breathe.

As she made it back around the tower, she walked into the kitchen, grabbing her water bottle, drinking from it.

"I need to shower." She said, as she had sweat alot.

Walking into her bedroom she turned her shower on. Stepping inside and letting the steam and heat calm her muscles.