✔︎|fuck boy|

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unedited
•averys pov•
(the week end)

it was saturday and the day before that i made a tick tok which blew up with over 10million likes, it was, oh dear diary i met a boy he made my doll heart light up with joy oh dear diary we fell apart welcome to the life of- and then it ended, i i was crying at the end, i had to turn the comments off because they were all bashing payton, the girls he was talking to exposed him on tick tok so that's how everyone knows, i was going to joshes studio for the podcast now, it wasn't far so i decided to walk.

i said bye to my parents and jaden and i went, i turned into the street where the studio was and holly wood fix was there, ugh.
hwf| AVERY TELL US ABOUT YOUR BREAK UP!
a| please could you leave me alone.
hwf| why did payton punch me?
hwf| do you still love payton.
i started to cry but they couldn't see, i wiped my tears and josh opened the door.
jo| go away, come on in sis
i walked in and we headed to the room.
jo| okay here you go.
he handed me a tissue for my tears and a bottle of water.
a| thanks wheres nessa?
jo| she's coming in a bit.
a| yaay i miss her so much.
josh laughed.
jo| okay tell me when you want me to start the podcast.
a| now?
jo| okay 3..2..1... yo guys today i'm joined with avery hossler.
a| hii.
jo| like i said on my tweet payton was meant to be here but you guys know what happened so he won't be in any of my podcasts or videos, avery wanna introduce your self.
a| sure, i'm avery hossler, you probably recognise me from tick tok and if you don't you know me now!
jo| is that all you wanna say?
a| yeah
i laughed.
jo| so avery let's jump right in, when did you start social media?
a| i started two years ago in the summer.
jo| did you get jaden into it?
a| yeah i did i saw people sharing their music and skills and i know how good jaden is on his drums and guitars because he always shows me so i told him to download it so he could show it to the world
jo| and now my brother is killing it i'm honestly so proud of him!!
a| same.
jo| so who's your favourite sway member?
a| want me to do it in order?
jo| you have an order?
he was shocked.
a| nooo
i laughed.
a| okay so jaden first of course he's my brother, and then you and blake, and then the rest except bryce, he's last.
jo| oh okay i agree i hate bryce.
a| me too
jo| why just me and blake?
a| you two are second because you two are really close to me, the thirds are close but they aren't as close, i'm not saying i dislike them.
jo| yeah i understand.
a| yeah.
jo| wanna talk about your ex?
a| i'm not fussed
jo| okay, was he good?
a| he was amazing yeah.
jo| he hurt you multiple times tho.
a| i know but-
jo| how many times did he cheat?
a| three
jo| how was he good?
a| i dont know.
jo| he wasn't right
a| yeah he wasn't
i stared at the table
jo| if your comfortable with sharing your stuff on here go ahead we're all here for you and if anyone hates on avery i'll just block yall.
i gave him a weak smile, i rolled up my arm under the table so only josh could see, he was shocked.
jo| oh my gosh!
the engravings hadn't gone.
jo| what the..
n| HEYYY!!!
i ran over to nessa and hugged her
a| i missed you!!
n| gurl i missed you more
jo| babyyyy!!!
josh hugged nessa.
n| heyy!
they kissed and we all sat back down.
n| avery i'm so sorry for what happened.
a| it's okay i deserved it.
n| no you didn't babe
a| i probably did.
n| shut your mouth.
i laughed.
n| you don't deserve it.
jo| so what do you have to say to that?
a| the topic?
jo| yeah
a| don't say you love someone and you cheat
jo| agreed.
n| yep!

we carried on with the podcast and i was about to leave when josh stopped me.
jo| listen if payton says anything to you call me or nessa.
a| i'm gonna call my brother first.
i laughed
a| but yeah i will.
i walked out and hwf was still there, i ignored them and carried on walking home, they followed me.
hwf| AVERY TELL US ABOUT YOU AND PAYTON.
i ignored him and called jaden to pick me up, he arrived and heard what the dude said
hwf| IS IT TRUE YOU SENT PEOPLE NUDES?
i turned around and looked at him.
a| no that was my thick in the head ex.
jaden got out of his car and ran to the hwf guy.
ja| fucking leave her alone
jaden tackled him to the ground and josh ran out of his studio.
jo| AY AY AY AY AY AY
josh was celebrating because jaden was beating the shit out of the hwf dude.
ja| never speak to my sister again okay!
hwf| okay
ja| good.
jaden got off him and we went over to josh.
jo| sup bro.
ja| yo.
they started laughing.
jo| dude you almost killed him
ja| so
they had a laugh attach and i went into the car, i sat in the passenger seat, all the traumatising memories came flooding back, i started to cry, my mind played the scenes in my head over and over again, it was of payton holding my wrist pushing me out shouting at me slamming doors yelling and spreading rumours, i heard the door close and everything stopped..
a| hi
ja| yo you okay?
a| yeah
ja| why were you crying.
a| i live a sad life.
ja| no you don't, you live a great life a loving life, everyone loves you.
a| sure.
i put my head on the window.
ja| i mean it everyone loves you.
a| it's hard for me to believe that.
ja| come on everyone loves you
a| not payton
i whispered.
a| he's the only person i want love from.
ja| well he's bad he doesn't deserve you.
a| or maybe i don't deserve him, i've been thinking maybe i was a mistake i just have to find out what i did wrong-
ja| AVERY, he hurt you for no reason not the other way around.
a| okay.
i whispered.
ja| sorry for scaring you.

•paytons pov•
i made a talking tick tok, i put my video on 60 seconds and i started recording,
p| yo guys this isn't the type of video i normally make but, im here to say that i sorry i'm so sorry from the bottom of my heart, i took a few days off to think about what i've done, i..i..don't know what am doing anymore my mind isn't where it is, i can't even smile i feel like nobody loves me, including my mom, she doesn't even talk to me, my friends dropped me and i'm not even close to my sister anymore, i don't know what to do and what's going on, i'm just so sorry from the bottom of my heart, i can't message the girl i love because i'd get punched in the face by her mates. i can't go one second without thinking of her, i'm loosing it-
i started to cry and i stopped the video and deleted it, i made another tick tok but i posted this one, i used the sound "so keep your head up princess before your crown falls off" i lip synced that and posted it. i went on my drums and i started to play on them, my drums were too loud and my mom walked in.
j| PAYTON SHUT UP
i had enough i got up and walked out, she was in my way so i pushed her .
j| PAYTON.
p| shut up.
i ran downstairs and out of the door, it was raining and dark i decided to go to a hill, i drive to the bottom of it and i walked up it.  i got to the top and i saw a girl she was sat against a rock, soaked.
p| excuse me?
she didn't look this way.
p| hello?
she looked at me and it was...

a/n| who is it????