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•averys pov•
(two days later)

i stayed at charlis and nicks for two days and today i just felt a little home sick so i went home, i knew payton would be there,i have to speak to him eventually.

i was walking up the drive way and i walked inside and moon barked.
a| hi sweety!!
i bent down and kissed moon and he licked me, i giggled and i looked up, it was payton, he had his hands in his pockets, he took them out and opened his arms, i got up and hugged him.
p| i love you.
he whispered but i didn't say anything, i just started crying.
p| baby come here.
he held my hand and walked into the living room, we sat down and he said;
p| i'm so sorry i left you in the dark i was meant to give you a gift but when i ran of i thought you could see the candles which then would make you come to me i'm so so-
a| omg i didn't know that.
i started to cry.
p| it's okay can we start over.
a| yes.
p| show me your back.
i turned around and he lifted my top and kissed my back.
p| i'm so sorry for hurting you.
i kissed him.
a| it's okay.
p| you go rest and i'll get you some food.
i smiled and went upstairs, i took my hoodie off and i wore a t shirt, i jumped in bed and waited for payt, a few minutes went by and he came upstairs with a tray of snacks and chick fil.
a| how did you get that so quickly.
p| nick rang me and i told him everything and he said you were coming home so i ordered it.
a| aw i love you
p| i love you more.
he was about to jump in bed but before he did that he grabbed the remote and i giggled.
a| you remembered!
he smiled and jumped in bed, the bag ripped and we laughed.
p| i wov yu.
a| i wove you too.
p| kithy
a| a jooshy kissy or nowmal
p| jooshy.
i gave him a juicy kiss and he giggled.
p| let's eat, what do you wanna watch?
a| i'm not fussed.
p| modern family?
a| sure.
i kissed him on the cheek and he started the tv series, we ate and watched.

after a while i got tired so i put my head on payts chest and i slowly fell asleep.

•paytons pov•
i looked down and my precious girlfriend had her head on my chest, i cuddled her and i fell asleep too.

my eyes fluttered open and my babes was looking at me with those stunning eyes.
a| morning.
she stretched.
p| morning.
i smiled and she yawned, i pushed her lightly so she was at the bottom, i had my head in her chest and she played with my hair.
p| those long nails feel so good on my scalp.
a| want me to get them done often.
p| yes.
a| okay wanna exfoliate your lips today with me?
p| for soft lips like yours yeah.
a| okieee.
we cuddled more

(time skip)
•averys pov•
we were on the sofa, you guessed it we were cuddling.
a| baby wanna exfoliate now?
p| yes maam
a| okay come on.
payton picked me up and ran to the bathroom, he sat me down on the counter and he looked into my eyes.
p| your beautiful.
a| no i'm not.
p| just shut up and kiss me
he giggled.
a| i love you.
p| i love you more.
a| n-
i got cut off by payton kissing me again once we pulled away i smiled
p| let's do our lipssss.
a| yep.
i jumped down and i opened the draw and got my bag.
a| so first rub these this on your lips.
i handed him a soft tooth brush.
p| how?
a| should i do it for you?
p| yes please.
i smiled and tried getting back onto the counter, i was struggling so payton just picked me up, we laughed and he kissed me on the cheek.
a| okay look at me.
i put my hand under his chin and i lifted it lightly, i went the brush and i gently rubbed paytons lips with the brush.
a| tell me if it hurts because sometimes it does.
p| okay but your doing fine i just wanna lick you right now your so gorgeous.
a| aww!
p| yes let's gooo!
a| what?
i giggled
p| you agreed
a| i didn't agree i said aw because your cute especially when you lie.
paytons smile faded.
p| stop it you are beautiful, your perfect okay.
a| okay.
p| thank you.
i kissed his cheek and i said;
a| look in the mirrorrrr!!
he looked and he said.
p| they look bruised.
a| now put this on.
p| can you put it on me?
a| okay my big baby.
i opened my vaseline tub and put it on paytons lips. 
p| ooo.
a| and go-
i made a pout noise and payton did that.
a| your a professional.
he laughed and said;
p| can i do yours?
a| yes!
he wet the toothbrush and he started rubbing my lips, he looked so concentrated and he looked so cute aw!
p| why you staring at me like that?
a| you looked so concentrated.
he laughed and said;
p| i don't want to hurt you.
a| you won't baby don't worry.
p| okay.
i smiled and he carried on, once he was done he put vaseline on my lips.
a| thank you baby.
p| no worries let's take a mirror pic.
a| okie.
i hopped off the counter and payton put his arms around me, i hugged his arm and smiled, he smiled and took the picture.
p| doneee!!
a| let me see.
he showed me.
a| aw look how cute you look.
p| i look 5.
a| so what? your still adorable
payton picked me up and spun me around,
a| i love your top lip.
p| be quiet.
we laughed and he put me down.
p| don't make fun out of my top lip.
i giggled and skipped out of the room, payton followed me and i turned around, i flinched, i don't know why, am i scared of payton? wait what..
p| baby?
a| mhm.
p| why did you flinch.
i didn't say anything i just put my head in his chest.
p| you know you can tell me right
a| yeah i do.
i looked up at him and he cupped my cheeks.
p| wanna sit down and talk about it?
i nodded yes and we went into our room and we sat down on his side of the bed because it was closer to the door, he put his hands on mine and i was shaking a little bit.
a| b b-
i stuttered
p| whats the matter.
a| i l love you so much.
p| i know
he smiled
a| b but you hit me a lot and every turn i take or every time i place my hand somewhere or even when i do something really small i always think your going to h h hi-t me...
payton embraced me into a hug.
p| i'm so sorry.
a| me too.
p| why are you sorry?
a| because every time you shout at me or h h hit me i always think i've done something bad.
p| your perfect
a| if i'm perfect why would you do it?
p| because i'm not.
a| so you'll put someone in pain because you don't think your perfect, in my eyes your perfect but not when you abuse me.
p| listen.
a| i'm listening.
p| i'm sorry.
a| you always say that though.. when's it gonna end payton.
i closed my eyes and sighed.
p| now it's gonna end now i promise i won't hurt you or your precious soul again.
a| let's hope this promise stays a promise.
i slowly opened my eyes and they met paytons, he put his hand on my cheek and kissed my head.
p| hey cutie
a| hi.

(time skip)
we cuddled and fell asleep

a/n| hiii how are you?

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