𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝔹𝕠𝕪𝕤 • seodo/Hodo

11.

Geonhak Pov.

It took a whole week to complete "Project: Get Yuna to like Ryujin." And now that they were a couple, I felt left out and lonely. Because this whole week I've been Ignoring my friends. I didn't want to tell them that dumb plan, but I didn't want to lie either, so I was left with just no talking at all.

I remember the conversation between me and Seoho last week and it was terrible. I think I messed up.

Flashback

"Now that Romeo has time for his best friend, mind telling me what you were doing with that poor girl in the hallway?"

I choked on the hot Tea I just tried to drink and had a coughing fit for good 3 minutes. Seoho was surprised when I didn't stop after one minute, so he tried to help with patting my back. "Sorry, I should have asked differently, I guess." He sighed. When I finally stopped dying, I looked at him with a weak smile. "Hyung, I didn't do anything. Don't try to kill me please." He looked down to the hot coffee in his hands. I felt that he was still thinking about what happened with this ex of his, so I placed my hand on his shoulder, stroking the fabric of his shirt with my thumb. "Hyung don't worry. You're better without him. He just wanted to make you feel bad and now you do...What can I do for my favorite Hyung, mh?" He whispered something and then looked at me. "I'm fine Don't worry. I know I'm worth much more...It's just depressing to know that he threw those years I wasted into the trash." Not saying anything, I just slid over to him and put my arm over his shoulder, pulling him closer to me. "I can't give you the time he took away from you back, but I can try to help you create new, better, and happier memories!" I saw his lips curling up into a small smile as he leaned onto me, making my heart flutter and his touch felt like sparks of electricity. But in a comfortable addicting way. I knew where those feels belonged to but decided to push the thoughts in the back of my head. "Sounds great, thank you." he paused with an adorable smile which turned into an evil grin. "Now tell me what goes on between you and this girl." I stared at him for a second, still wondering whether to tell him or not. But I didn't want to destroy Ryujins chance of getting her girl. So, I lied. To the only person, I've never lied to. "You know...maybe there is something, maybe not. Let's not think about it too much. She's just some girl but you're my best friend." I smiled but tilted my head in confusion when seohos smile fell. "Well, to be honest...You're not my best friend..." I didn't understand what he whispered after that but there was only one word I could catch. "More" I thought about it for a while, not noticing seoho running out of the shop. Did he just say I'm not his best friend anymore?!

Flashback ends

I sat next to Ryujin who was smiling next to Yuna.

"What?" I blurted when I noticed the two staring at me like two creeps. "Mission SeoHak starts now" Yuna smiled when Ryujin stood up, walking in seohos direction. "What?! What do you mean by that?" "She's just going to talk to him, calm down tiger." she chuckled. "I'm not a tiger. And I don't think her talking to him is a great Idea. What does she want from him?" I looked at Seoho who was sitting down on a separate table in the corner of the hall. The other 4 boys were nowhere to be found. "He broke your heart for a week Geonhak. You deserve to know why..." "Your not my moms. This is my battle to fight. Also, he didn't break my heart. When the fuck did, I say that?"

"A mother can see the Pain of their child," She said, dramatically wiping away a fake tear. "Why don't you two just talk about it? Maybe it ends well? Are you scared of losing him?" I shook my head slightly. I was scared of losing him. Yes, but there was something else I didn't want to end up doing. What if we like each other, get together, and then I hurt him accidentally? He seems so fragile to me since I saw him crying... I don't want to break him... Who will be there to catch him?

"You will be there. To catch him because he fell for you a hundred percent. Stop being anxious. I know this sounds a lot easier than it is but you know what? No risk no fun. You have to risk it all, in order to be happy. Either you get everything you've ever wanted, or you lose. But nothing will happen if you don't even try. Don't you want him to be happy too? You two are breaking apart because none of your dumbasses confess out of fear. Everyone can see you like each other. Except for you two." She said rolling her eyes. "How did you-" "- you said your thoughts out loud." I hesitantly nodded my head.

Okay.

"Mission SeoHak starts now. But I'll be the one leading. Get your girlfriend away from him. I don't want him to think I send her." She smiled after that and waved Ryujin back. "What? I wanted to talk to him now because all I did was standing behind him and stare..."

"Like the creep you are."  

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IDK what to think about this chapter but I felt motivated to write now hehe

I JUST FINISHED MY FIRST WEEK OF WORKING! I'M PROUD OF MYSELF YAY

I mean, I cried at work on Wednesday (Alone in the lunchroom thingy) because I'm a crybaby and don't like being told I'm too slow but that's the reality and it's going to be better once I practice more. I hope. 

ANYWAYS; DID YOU SEE THE THEATRE THINGY; CRAZY HOT?! 

I LOVE IT IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!

Oh and before I forget,t his Book is close to its end :) 

I hope you enjoy it like I enjoy writing it. 

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