𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝
{ 𝘗𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 ~ 2020 }
𝐎𝐦𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭
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(50+ comments y'all only comment at the end when i ask questions and that's not gone go with me i'm sorry. start commenting through out the chapter. -management ❤️)
"You gone be okay here by your self"?
"Yea go do what you gotta do"
"Nah imma just stay"
He had plans on taking her out for the day but he didn't wanna leave her but at the same time he didn't wanna spoil the surprise
"Boy go"
"Call me if you want me to come back"
"I gotchu"
"I love you"
"I love you tooooo" she dragged kissing his lips
He tried to stall but she pushed him out the door
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"Where you at"? Nova asked over facetime
"The room nigga"
"You okay you look like you been cryin"
"Nah i'm straight" she said
"Okay ian gone be able to come home right now you gone be okay"?
The person at the jewelry shop was taking forever
He was getting her a promise ring that had their name engraved in it
"Yea" she mumbled
"I love you"
"I love you too"
They hung up and she sighed walking into the bathroom
She went through his cabinets and found a blade and some ibuprofen
She filled the tub up with water and locked the door
She took at least 5 of the pills and tried to get the voices out her head
All she heard was them telling her to do it
She grabbed the blade and made one line on her wrist
She noticed she cut to deep and dropped the blade
Feeling tears start to cloud her vision she broke down
She felt guilty .. she promised Nova she wouldn't leave him but she couldn't handle it anymore
She shook her head , if was to late she couldn't back out no more
She kept repeating the same words in her head over and over
i'm sorry Nova
She got in the tub but decided to keep her clothes on
She laid back and thought about her life and how people continued to do her wrong but once the right person came into her life she was just too broken .. she was ready to end it all
He was the right person .. just at the wrong time
Maybe if he wouldn't came sooner she wouldn't have went out the way she did
She felt all her pain and problems fade away and she slowly fell into a deep sleep
Since she was unware if what was going on she slipped under the water
All the hurt .. gone
All the worrying .. gone
All the pain she felt .. was gone
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wassam😼
thoughts ?
sigh ..
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bye fuckers❤️
-piimpdaddykiraa🅿️🚹🚹Ⓜ️🅿️
