Anna Shumate X reader

Bipolar

TW⚠️mental illness⚠️

Anna's POV
Thomas  and me and y/n are all on the couch waiting for y/n to wake up. He head is on my lap and her legs are on Thomas and I'm giving her head scratches. I fell her move a little and then her eyes start to flutter open.

"Y/n?" I ask

"Anna...ANNA?" She immediately got up

"Anna how did you- whatever Anna listen I'm so so sorry I swear it was just a prank Josh and Nessa are literally dating again and I just can't see you with Vinnie anymore wait... where is h-

"Y/n relax he's gone just lay down" I said and shit layed back down and I gave her head scratches again.

"Anna?" Y/n asked

"Yea?"

"Can i talk to you?"

"Yea what's wrong?"

"Alone" she said so we got up and went into the bathroom

When we get there she closed the door but didn't say anything she just looked down at her feet.

"Are you going to say anything or?"  I asked and she looked up and I just feel so bad her eye bags are so dark and bug and she looks so pale and I could tell that she needs help

"I'm sorry" she said and she looked up at me

"I know but it's not you're fault I should've listened" I said

"No Anna it's my fault I shouldn't have pulled the prank or this wouldn't happen" she said

"I know but it's okay I'm here now" I said and took her hand

"Anna there's something wrong with me" she said looking at me with sadness in her eyes

"I know but we will figure this out"I said

"Anna I love you and I know that you might not trust me anymore and I know I fucked up but I love you more than anything or anyone" she said

"I love you too y/n" I said and she pulled me in for a kiss

I missed her so much Vinnie was never the same he couldn't even compare. I missed y/n so much but I know that she will need help but it will be even harder because she doesn't admit when she needs help but now I'm with her again we will be fine. We pulled away and she looked down at me

"The doctors say I'm bipolar" she said in a soft voice

"I know" I said and put my hand on her cheek

"Do you think it's true?" She asked

"Well I'm not a doctor but if they say you are then they are probably right" I said rubbing my thumb back and forth on her cheek

"Can I stay with you just for a few nights" she asked

"Of corse" I said honestly I was going to ask her to stay with us or for me to go over to Sway because right now she needs me but I should tell her about how we are moving soon

"I love you" she said

"I love you too" I said and we kissed one more time

"Lets go tell Thomas than we're going back okay?" I said holding that she will just come home with me

"Yea let's go" she said and we walked out and back to the couch

"Hey Thomas we're going back to my place she will stay with me for awhile" I said walking out with y/n

"Anna wait let me talk to you for a sec" he said so I walked over

"Anna you don't have to do this me and the guys can handle it" he whispered

"Thanks but this would never happen if it weren't for me walking out. If I can help her get back to how she was then I will you out of all people should know that I can help" I said and I walked away before he could say anything else agents it

"What was that about?" Y/n asked as we were walking out the door and to the car

"Nothing it's fine let's just go"I said as we got in the car

I don't know how the girls will feel about this. I texted them and told them what happened but I didn't tell them that she's bipolar. I know she wouldn't want me to. The problem is I don't know how they really feel everyone was just so dry over text. I just hope that this goes well.

"Alright let's go" I said as me and y/n got out of the car

"Wait Anna" she said standing next to the car

"What?" I questioned

"They all hate me still what if they kick me out or don't let me go in" she said playing with her rings

"Cmon I'll explain what happened they will understand. I can tell that Sab and Coop really miss you" I said and she walked up with me and I opened the door

"Y/n?" They all said at the same time

"Hey guys" y/n said walking in

Then all the girls got up and ran to y/n and gave her a group hug.

"Hey y/n I missed you so much it's been so weird without you here" Dev said

"Yea especially Anna she definitely wasn't the same" Eva said

"Next time you pull shit like that tho we will beat you're ass" Cynthia said

"I missed you so much" Sab said softly to y/n hugging her

Then Sab let go and I saw Coop and Connor come down. I could see Coop was happy to see her but Connor and y/n just glared at each other.

"Heyyy what's up dude" Coop said giving y/n a hug

"Hey what's up man how have you been" y/n said

"Yea ive been good except for the girls giving me a stupid makeover because you were gone" Coop said laughing

"Yea I think I still see a little glitter in you're hair" y/n said

"Man shut up" cool said as y/n was laughing

It was so nice seeing y/n laugh again I could tell she hasn't done that in awhile.

"Guys I have a idea let's go to LA!!" Y/n said exactly

A/N Heyy guys so I know that bipolar disorder is a sensitive topic believe me I have a family member who has it but I only came up with this because I was rewatching Shameless for the 5th time and thought about Mickey and Ian soooo have fun. Also don't worry this won't be exactly like shameless just how the bipolar is portrayed in some ways but unless someone has a better idea that this is what it is❤️❤️