I couldn't kill you (Pico X reader FNF)

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His blank eyes stared into my soul as he directed the gun towards me. My heartbeat rose as I felt my weak hands start to shake. My knees grew weak and my breathing became all clogged up. "Don't... kill me..." I whimpered weakly, staring at him with uneasy eyes. 

—(Pico pov)—

As I looked at their shaky, teary, eyes, an overwhelming feeling of guilt built up within me. A slight feeling of warmth built up in my cheeks as I locked eyes with the frightened person. My hand grew tired and reluctant as I heard them whisper a bit. "Don't look at me like that..." I sighed under my breath, lowering the gun and looking away. Pico you idiot! You can literally just kill them, it's so simple. I proceed to scold myself. I hear a loud thud from the person. When I looked back at them, they had collapsed onto the ground. "I-I-I I thought I was gonna die..! You sick bastard..." They whined as they looked up at me.

Their face started to regain colour and their eyes were stable now. Just a second ago they were having a full on panic attack and now they just suddenly- confused thoughts ran through my head. "Sick bastard?? Well look here little bitch, I think I at least deserve a thank you for sparing you!!" I snapped at them as they gave me a tired look. "I don't wanna say sorry to someone who was gonna kill me! And for no reason at all.." They stood up, dusting off their legs and top. I stared in disbelief as they spoke up, "well yeah yeah sure it's not my fault entirely, it's my job! I get hired, kill people, get the money. I don't kill people for 'no reason at all'!" I continued to yell at them as they mumbled things under their breath.

"I don't want to hang around someone with a gun any longer, I think I've pissed you off enough for you to go ahead and try to shoot me again. So, farewell dickhead." They started to walk past me, doing a little salute action with their fingers as they walked off. I stared at them walking off with my jaw wide open. I groaned and aggressively ran my hands down my face. "What's their deal!? I saved their life, yet they didn't even say thank you and they also had the guts to piss me off even though that would've probably made me shoot them again. And they were aware of all the consequences in the end!?" I raved to myself while violently kicking a pillar in rage. The pillar started to rumbled a bit and big chunks of stones started to drop down in my direction.

I dodged to the side quickly and only just missed them. A sigh escaped my mouth, followed by me cracking my knuckles, attempting to release tension. "I should go home now... what will I tell that girl when I get back... she'll be expecting them dead." I murmured under my breath as I started to walk out of the station.

—(y/n) POV—

"I'm an idiot." I stated to myself blandly, as I rested my head on my coffee table. "I stuffed up, I'm an idiot." I started to bang my head on the table in rage. "I could've died pissing him off. I could've died just going there at all." I clenched my fist extremely tight and inhaled. "I probably should've said sorry in the end, but his attitude ticks me off so badly!" I raged to myself. I reached out and grabbed a pillow from the couch near me and threw it on the table, dropping my face straight onto it and letting out a muffled scream.

"Meah!" A little chirp sounded from beside me, as loud purrs could be heard afterwards. A fluffy feeling dragged along my arm as vibrations of the purr traveled throughout that one limb. I turned my head to look at what it was. "Gingerr... what should i doooo..." I sulked as I picked up the ginger cat and placed it on my lap, pulling him in for a huge hug. He struggled around to try escape my grasp. "Noo don't leave meee... comfort meee..." I continued to sulk as he slipped out of my hands and jumped onto the table.

"...you're not supposed to be on the table." I reminded him as he plopped himself down right in front of my face. His fishy cat breath flew onto my face as he stared at me. "... I guess you can just sit there then. I don't feel bothered to move you..." I put my face back down on the table and started to close my weary eyes.

Despite his annoying attitude and the fact he was gonna kill me....

I guess I could say he was kinda cute...

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I've decided
Pico and (y/n) love but absolutely despise eachother

:)

I'll try to make them grow closer as the story goes along because I think it's a little unnatural that they would fall In love and treat eachother nicely instantly after being in a situation where one of them tries to kill the other. Sorry if u don't like the idea of them kinda hating eachother at first.

I skipped homework to write this and now I have only a little while of the day left to finish it because it's due tomorrow. Oh how pleasant life is. 🤸‍♂️🤸‍♂️🤸‍♂️