hey.. tonight i'm missing you again, i lay in bed most nights wondering why i wasn't enough? why you chose her, why she was more important, she didn't put you back together like i did, all she did was finish the job. I think sometimes you forget that i was there through everything, i stayed even though we sometimes couldn't talk for months because you attempted and got your phone taken, you snuck your phone to talk to me, i stayed up countless nights hoping and praying that you were okay, i'd still text good morning, i love you, goodnight every week if not everyday, i stayed for you but you, you couldn't stay with me, i opened my heart to you after all i went through, i showed you parts of my personality parts of me that no one else knew, i was there through thick and thin, through good times and bad times, but as soon as i hit a rough patch and tried to close myself off you let me, you let me leave.
