Ch 6. Strong Yet Soft

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(Play the song when told)
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"turn what off?" loki asked

"well it's complicated" you said trying to avoid talking about it

. "I'm listening" loki said looking deeply into your eyes

. You sighed. You pulled him toward your living room. And sat down together

" when we turn into vampires. All we have left from our human life is our humanity.... It is what makes us... Well.. Us. It's all the emotions and feelings. Love, hatred, care, guilt.etc. It's represented in something we call ' humanity switch' . We can turn it off when it gets too much. It's a privilege of being a vampire....... The problem is..... When we turn it off it's hard to restore .we become savage monsters and. Only the strongest emotion can bring it all back "

Loki nodded slowly" why did you want to turn it off? "

you swallowed then looked down. He put his hand under your chin gently making you look at him

" you can tell me" he said

you smiled a little

" I didn't feed when I was in that cell., they were hurting me for answers, besides the fact that I missed my family and I needed them the most at that time and the thought of nobody of my family came to save me just made it worse..... As a vampire. Our emotions are hightend. That what made it too much to handle...".you said

You looked down. Tearing up as you remember what you felt in that cursed cell. He noticed and pulled you into a hug.

" it's ok, it's ok, I'm right here... I always will. It's ok to have weaknesses. We all do. " he said

You found safety right between his arms.

*A couple of weeks later *

You were sitting in the living room of the tower. With nat, Steve, Bruce, Clint, Thor and loki by your side. You got things under control with Clint but still called him pocahontas. He didn't like it but let it slip. Thor started speaking to you but not as normal as he talked with the others. You got close to loki, you spent all the time together. Reading, laughing and talking. You got introduced to the metal armed man. His name was bucky. He was nice. He treated you like his young sister.

"(y/n),i think it's time you show us what you can do. Don't you think?" Tony said joining you all

" i don't really mind" you said standing up

you reached a hand out for him

"shall we?" you said with a side smile

he took your hand gladly leading you to the training room

" Steve, Thor, loki, Bruce to the training room now" he said still walking.

In the training room. Wearing this
(play the song now)

 Wearing this(play the song now)

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