LOVE TRIANGLE

MAKES ME FEEL

Y/N POV
It's been about a week or two since my birthday, me tom and draco and better than ever and i'm speaking to my sisters more and moving past what happened. I was just in my room laying on my bed draco and tom were in there dorms tonight but my thoughts were soon cut short by the sound of my phone ringing i looked at the contact number and it was
"DAD hey"i said happily as i picked the phone up
"hey love"he replied
"what are you doing"i said with a smile on my face not that he could see that
"just at the compound how are your sisters"he said
"oh yeah and there good classes are going good"i said
"well how would you feel about a little family visit"he replied a smile immediately shot across my face
"are you kidding i would love that"i said happily
"ok well it'll be everyone me, your mum, caroline, uncle elijah, kol and aunt rebekah, freya, keelin, and davina"he said
"ok well when are you guys coming"i said
"how about friday so we have the weekend to hang out"he replied it was monday at the moment late after class
"sounds great i'll see you then i'll let everyone know"i said as the conversation started to end
"ok well i'll see you then i love you"he said softly
"i love you too"i said as he hung up the phone.
I was excited to finally see my family again i feel like it's been to long.
Shit it just hit me what am i gonna say about my relationship with draco and tom it's not like i can tell my family my DAD we all enjoy a three way. What am i gonna say, how are they gonna react, what if they don't like the idea of all three of us, what if they can't except that i love them both, what if they make me choose, who would i choose.
OMG way to much maybe i just won't tell them but tom and draco will want to kiss and stuff even if we're with my family and if i say that we need to keep us a secret they might get offended what if THEY make me choose.
FUCK i did not think this through enough like my sisters know and so do our friends and they don't care but my family is different my DAD is different.
He's just as protective as the boys which is scary because what if he tries to hurt the boys.
To much for today we'll think about it when it comes to it on friday but in the mean time i will talk to the boys about what we should do but as for right now sleep time.

I woke up and checked the time it was 7:45am classes start at 9am that gave me heaps of time to get ready and have breakfast. I got dressed and left to the great hall as i walked in i saw the trio and scoffed at them as i walked towards the slytherin table. I took a seat beside pansy and tom later came and sat next to me whil draco sat across from me. Tom kissed me on the cheek and sat down he placed his hand on my upper thigh
"morning baby"he whispered in my ear tightening his grip
"morning"i said back as i kissed his cheek he removed his hand and started to get food.
We had finished breakfast and started to walk to our first class just me, tom and draco this is my chance
"so i got a call from my dad yesterday"i started both boys eyes went wide
"what did he say"tom said concerned
"what does he want"draco said shyly
"my family is coming to visit friday"i said as i looked down at my fidgeting fingers draco stopped walking which cause us all to stop
"what what did you say about us"draco said looking me dead in the eyes
"no-nothing but that's what i wanted to talk about what should i say"i said as i pulled the boys to the side of the corridor out of people's way
"say your dating me"both boy said in union my eyes widened i knew what was about to happen
"what no say your dating me your dad likes me better"tom said as he pushed dracos arm a little
"no he likes me more"draco said standing up straight again
"y/n you have to pick one"draco said those words made my stomach and head ache in pain the thought of choosing one and loosing the other
"wh-what no you can't make me do that please don't make me do that"i said stuttering and my voice break as if i was about to burst into tears
"no no no baby we won't ok just don't say anything and we'll just act like we're not dating and make sure your sisters don't say anything"tom said as he held me close to his chest i felt at home, safe, loved
"o-ok we'll do that when we're around them but when we're alone we can be together"i said as tom released his arms from around me tilted my head up from my chin and whipped a tear away from my cheek with his thumb
"i'll never make you chose ok"he said softly before kissing me passionately our lips finally separated but i didn't want them to i want to stay with him forever but we let go and i looked over at draco
"i'm sorry that was out of the question to try and make you choose"draco said as his hand cupped my face i rubbed my cheek into his hand softly
DRACO POV:
Why would i even say that she would choose tom over and over again he has and always will be the love of her life i can tell she loves him that little more than me but she's lying to herself but i won't do anything to disturb what we have now. We kept walking to class we were a little late but other than that we were all fine we took our seat at the back of the class and she cuddled up to me.
Y/N POV:
I know they think i love the other more than i do them but i love both these boys equally and i could never choose and i hope i never get
put in that position again. I cuddled up to draco most of this lesson it felt so good like i was needed, loved, wanted draco always made me feel warm in a way like i belonged in his arms and if i wasn't there we were both incomplete, safe like no other, away from the world and the cruel, jealous, manipulative people who he thinks want to take me from him but no one ever could even if they tore me from him placed me on the opposite side of the world i would always find my way back to him not even myself could leave him if i tired. While tom made me feel alive like i could do anything and he would always be there to support me protect me, like i was a necessity like he had to have me or he would die and so would i because without each other we are like two blind people sent into war, he had no problem with me being out in the world cause he would always protect me from anything, anyone, everything he made me feel invincible and without him i would die there is no leaving this man ever and if anyone ever tried to pull me away we would both kill to be with each other. Both these boys would drop anything for me and i would drop anything and everything for them so to be honest if i had to choose i would probably die.

——————————————————————————————————————————————————————Sorry this chapter is a bit short but i hope you guys liked it and sorry if this is cringe or to cheesy i just wanted to write something that sorta went deeper into how they feel xx