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"Tessa i dont care what your...
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14 DAYS LEFT
1989 FRIDAY JANUARY, 9TH
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| CHAPTER FIVE|
|TESSA BUNDY|
TESSA: why Madison I asked as I continued to paint she wants me to try again with her brother I personally don't care about him Sylvia well she hates him But like I said she hates everyone MADISON: cmon he's here don't leave him waiting TESSA: what do you mean he's standing right behind us I said as I painted the tiny waves in the ocean I used to go to the beach with my mom all the time And I remember the waves They looked just like little bunnies hopping around in the sea But besides that Painting is one of the little things I enjoy Madison says that I should go pro When we get out But I'm not sure I'll ever be free After this I probably won't pass the test I'm not passing the practice ones now so But after the test I'm sure they'll take me to the adult hospital And I'll be in there for the rest of my life It does hit me sometimes I don't like to think of the future Or hope for anything Hope isn't real No matter how hard I hope it never happens And planning for the future is a waste Because nobody will know what will really happen You'll just end up disappointed in the end MADISON: earth to Tessa TESSA: sorry what? MADISON: Mattia asked you something TESSA: um ok? I stated while looking over at him MATTIA: um your uh really good at painting TESSA: that's not a question MATTIA: that wasn't the question TESSA: then what is MATTIA: could you paint me- TESSA: no I said while picking up my painting and walking outside I hate going outside when everyone else is It ruins the scenery When there is just a few people out It's nice It's calm But when there's the whole 1st floor outside it's Chaotic And noisy But this painting is one of my favorites So it needs to dry quickly So I can hang it on my wall MATTIA: why TESSA: because you're ugly I lied while sitting down on a bench He's not that bad He just doesn't catch my eye I'm not interested in painting him MADISON: uh-.. MATTIA: I'm not ugly your just a freak I think he really thinks he gets to me with that one word But let me let you in on a little secret People that don't matter to you can't hurt you Unless you let them MADISON: MATTIA MATTIA: no I'm not taking it back MADISON: Mattia you must TESSA: it doesn't matter because he's not wrong I said while holding up the painting I bet this picture could've been better than ever if I have a canvas MADISON: Tessa y- TESSA: Madison it's seems like everyone else has excepted it but you MADISON: wha- stop Tessa stop this madness you're not a freak! She yelled while putting her head in her arms TESSA: it's ok Madison I don't mind |MATTIA POLIBIO| She surprisingly calm That's how she was when I first met her She doesn't have shoes on Don't her parents have enough to buy her some MATTIA: I am aware that this is off topic but why don't you wear shoes do you not have any TESSA: I have shoes I just chose not to wear them MATTIA: why though TESSA: because they're ugly like you MATTIA: you bitch TESSA: I'm only joking She said while watching the kids play ???: hey Tessa hey Madison MADISON &TESSA: hey Cassie So her names Cassie CASSIE: ooo another painting May I see Tessa TESSA: sure She said while sliding it over She didn't take her eye of Cassie until she was done I guess that picture means a lot to her CASSIE: hey y'all wanna come play ball She asked TESSA: no I have a painting to hang up CASSIE: you Madison MADISON: sure Mattia go with Tessa do not go into her room until she has supervision ok MATTIA: uh sure? MADISON: hurry she's leaving you She said and I turned my head and saw her walking back in I got up and did a quick jog until I caught up |TESSA BUNDY| Sylvia and I don't want him following Why couldn't he just play ball MATTIA: I can tell that you have no interest in Cassie why don't you tell her TESSA: because she doesn't care I said while standing in line at the help counter MATTIA: what are you talking about TESSA: you care that I don't like you or don't want to be around you because it hurts your ego but Cassie and Madison are vary similar in the sense that they don't care if I like them or not they're still going to be there and I can't get rid of them MATTIA: why are we talking about me TESSA: because you happen to be the perfect example I said as we moved up one MATTIA: well you're wrong TESSA: about MATTIA: I don't care what you think I'm only doing this for my sister TESSA: the urgency in your voice says otherwise MATTIA: ugh! He groaned It was silent for the rest of the wait Although I think I zoned out a couple of times NURSE: yes can we have Danielle in room 128 thanks She said while hanging up And she nodded her head as a indicator that we could go We walked out of the line and kept walking until we approached my room I peeked in the door DANNY: come on in She said and we walked in I sat on the bed and Mattia just stood TESSA: here I said while handling her the painting DANNY: are we just going to ignore your friend here She said as she started to hang it up TESSA: he's not my friend and yes MATTIA: rude He scoffed TESSA: I thought you didn't care about what I thought I teased MATTIA: i don't He spat TESSA: sure doesn't seem like it I spat back Then I heard Danny chuckle TESSA: what!?!? DANNY: nothing it's just how cute you guys are I'm calling this couple TESSA: disgusting I said while shaking my head and falling back onto my bed MATTIA: god you are so mean He whined and I rolled my eyes TESSA: god I could not care less And once again she chuckled
