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Strong language, mental illness/mental disorder, mental hospital, strong substance(s)/drug(s) panic attack(s), and suicide
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"Tessa i dont care what your...
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187 DAYS LEFT
1989 FRIDAY JUNE, 22ND
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| CHAPTER TEWNTY ONE |
|TESSA BUNDY| MATTIA: so when are me gonna start studying TESSA: for what? I asked MATTIA: for your determine test TESSA: why do you know about everything that's always happening in here!?! MATTIA: because that's my job He said and I groaned TESSA: I'm not taking that stupid ass test MATTIA: why!? TESSA: because every time I take it I get a 10 - 40% and the passing score is literally 65% MATTIA: damn TESSA: shut up I said hitting him with the pillow And he chuckled MATTIA: I'll help you you'll pass for sure TESSA: don't waste your time Mattia MATTIA: it's not a waste of time if it mean your getting out of this hell hole TESSA: Mattia I'm telling you it's not happening MATTIA: shut up negative Tessa TESSA: you shut up nerd MATTIA: hey Danny DANNY: yes Mattia She said while looking up the magazine MATTIA: how do you study for a determine test ? DANNY: meditation and positive thoughts MATTIA: what? TESSA: I'll explains it to him TESSA: the determine test is when the hook up and whole bunch of things to your head and they'll ask you a bunch of questions and test you off of the way you react not the answer you give DANNY: and Tessa adapts quickly to her surroundings so if you force positive she'll be positive right now she's over everything which is Tyler's attitude almost all the time TYLER: I'm taking that as an insult" He said while flipping the pages in his book MATTIA: ohhhhh I get it TESSA: yeah MATTIA : well what are we waiting for bitch let's meditate cmon Danny and Tyler TESSA: you forgot someone MATTIA: who..... no fuck Sylvia he said as we sat in a circle on the ground I scooted over And Sylvia sat down SYLIVA: like anybody cares about his nasty ass she said and I let out a giggle MATTIA: oh my godddd shut the hell up Sylvia nobody cares can we meditate now please TYLER & DANNY& TESSA:yes I closed my eyes and cleared my head I took slow and deep relaxing breaths why does he care so much anyways It's not like he's gonna be the one in here for the rest of his life I'm just a person he was supposed to meet and forget along the way He is just like Cassie, and Madison In the way that he's persistent And annoying at times As an example last week he made me stay at the pool until I could swim in the deepens without the floaty things And he stayed the whole time And as I said he doesn't treat me like I am just a person he is supposed to meet and forget along the way Madison and Cassie also didn't do that They act like I'm they're soulmate and they need to be with me 24/7 But the one thing that is similar is that I think he thinks I want him around Unlike Cassie and Madison where they knew but didn't care I think he doesn't know because he doesn't let me say it anymore I know that he knows what words I'm going to say before I say Because of my body language so he stops it or changes the subject It's like he doesn't want to hear it like the words hurt Why do they hurt him I'm just a psychopath anyway
