All Composing Sky [KHR]

Dark thoughts

Tsuna's POV

Monday mornings are my least favorite, why? I really don't want to go to school, because I don't see the sense of it. I already know everything they are teaching and no matter what I do I still fail the classes. If this continues I won't graduate when the time comes.

“ Decimo, is this the time to day dream? You have school don't you?”, I heard Nightflame Tsuna ask. I really hate you, I thought.
“ Why thank you Decimo, to me that's the greatest compliment coming from you.”, he replied. I rolled my eyes and stared at myself in the mirror after I finished my bath. I saw the black flame tattoo on my chest. I wish I could remove it somehow, but that's just wishful thinking.

I put on my school uniform and made my way downstairs to eat with the others. Everyone's Bentos were made by Chrome and mom since a few weeks ago. So I had plenty of free time during the mornings before breakfast. I can't say the same though for Kitsu-nii since Reborn trains him every morning.

Our Guardians were trained by the Arcobalenos sometimes after school and on the weekends. They took different type of classes such as other languages used by the Mafia, and other mafia related lessons besides self defense.

When we were all gathered at the table I noticed that only Futta, Ipin, and I are the only ones dressed for school.
“ Is today an holiday I don't know about?”, I asked confused.
“ All the guardians, your brother, and the Arcobalenos are going back to the Island for training today. I am also going. I trust you can handle yourself if any enemies show up or if not you can simply call for help.”, Reborn stated.

“ Sure. I have to meet up with Byakuran today anyways.”, I nodded. They left and Bianchi brought Futta and Ipin to school. I said bye to mom and went on my way. After school ended and I finished my training with Byakuran, I was enjoying a peaceful walk on my home in the late evening when i suddenly sensed danger, but it wasn't from an enemy.

“ Look who it is, if it isn't Dame Tsuna.”, I heard a scarcely familiar voice before something was put over my mouth and then I lost conciousness. When I came to I was in an alley that people hardly came to except to put rubbish. I was tied up and with ropes and thrown casually on the floor. My captors sorounded me.

I looked up and saw that they were some of my old bullies. Five of them to be exact. Since my guardians were always present when I was at school no one could harm me. They must have bid their time waiting for a moment when I was all alone to strike. They were Kitsu-nii old friends, but they weren't anymore.

“ You got some new friends Dame Tsuna, you have forgotten all about us your old friends.”, the leader said. He was swinging a baseball bat infront of him.
“ Hey boss, why don't we remind this mute how much fun we use to have?”, one suggested.
“ Yeah!”, the others agreed.

They proceeded with clubbing me all over my body, but that wasn't enough for them they were also hurtling insults.
“ Dame Tsuna, Dame Tsuna what a worthless Dame you are. Not even your own brother wants anything to do with you.”, the leader said.
“ That will be true if he ever finds out that you are a monster.”, Nightflame said.

“ And those so called friends of yours I bet the only reason they are hanging out with you is because you payed them. Come on who would be friends with a Dame.”, one said.
“ That's true. You did something for each of them that's why they only became your guardians because they feel they owe you.”, Nightflame Tsuna put in.

And it went on over and over in a cycle. Taunts of being Dame Tsuna from my bullies and taunts of being a monster from Nightflame Tsuna while I was being hit over and over again. I am all what they said right? Maybe that's why I am always curse to be alone. Always have to hide my true self afraid that those I love and care about will abandon me because of what I am and what I have done.

Monster. Dame. Monster. Dame. Monster. Dame. Monster. Dame.....

My bangs covered my eyes that had tears in them as they slowly became blank and emotionless. Without me realising I had sunk too far allowing Nightflame Tsuna to influence me. He slipped through my Mindscape. Black evil flames sorounded me as they burnt the ropes tying me up. I slowly got to my feet with my eyes still shadowing my eyes.

There were thoughts in my mind that didn't belong their.

Kill them end the pain you feel. They caused it reminding you of your loneliness.

Screams and pleads echoed in the alley, but no one else can hear them.

They don't know how you truly feel no one but me understand because I am lonely too.

More screams. Blood shot in the air and fell like beautiful red blossoms.

I am your only friend Tsuna the others are fake. Let me in and kill them all. Hahaha.

Blood flowed on the cold concrete as five dead bodies fell to the ground in a heap with their torn off limbs.

“ Nooooo! This is not what I wanted. Why? Why? Why?”, I screamed as I pulled on my hair finally snapping out of it. I cried as I hugged myself as I stared at the bodies infront of me. I cried as if there is no tomorrow. It hurts. It hurts so much. Both emotionally and physically. I am hurting for too long now.

Knowing it's now night and the others were at home waiting for me I burned the bodies and my bloody clothes. I changed into a clean Uniform as I made my way home. When I was at the front door I heard voices and laughter. I opened the door not bother greeting anyone or announcing my arrival I ran up the stairs and slammed my room door shut.

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