Edward's POV
I wake up
"Holy Fuck!"
Sorry nightmares again. Seriously this is getting old. I'm tired of being like this, but I know that everything that happened was for a reason.
I sit in my bed, and look towards the clock. It read 12:30 AM.
Bella's POV
I had a feeling something was wrong with Edward, so I got up, and walked past his room. I hear him crying. I knock on his door.
"Edward?"
I hear him walk to the door.
"w-who is it?" He asks.
It's Bella. I came to see if you were okay."
He opened the door, and then went back over to his bed and sat down.
"Edward whats wrong?"
"nightmares." he said quietly.
I go to hold his hand, I see that his wrists are covered in scars.
"edward?''
"ye."
"how many times have you tried to commit sucide."
he sighed.
"12."
"Why?"
"You wouldn't understand."
"i would if you just told me."
"You have no idea what they did to me." his voice is very shaky as he starts to cry.
"It will be alright whatever they did is over now. You are part of the family now, and... i love you edward."
"really?"
"yes edward. You are a beautiful person. I can tell you are kind, and you mean the world to me."
He looked at me. He kissed me.
"You mean everything to me also, Bella."
A/N
Just so you guys dont think i am dead. almost done with this chapter
