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what were they gonna say?

I got up and tried to walk away but a scary looking belt got in my way. why we're all scared of belts? i don't know

"Sit yo ass down kaiden"

I was getting angry...but I wasn't going to let them know that

"Just let us explain why" Reese started

I sat back down, leg bouncing...body tense. It's not the time for this my dad just left...I figured out why. I need to punch something honestly so I did...I punched the thing or person that was to my left.

And it just happened to be Justin...oops.

"WHAT THE FUCK KAIDEN" he yelled

"WHERE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO US??" ~ Gabriel

I wasn't done...I was slipping in and out. I was trying to keep myself under control but so many weeks without a real freakout is too much. That measly thing I did at the bar was nothing. The anger has been building up the last few days and my father letting those words slip didn't make it better.

I was slowly getting pushed back farther into my mind but I was really fighting to keep control. I didn't want to hurt them...as much as I;m angry and hurt by them I would never want to purposefully hurt them. Okay yes I just punched Justin but I didn't know it was him

"Kai.."

"KAIDEN"

"SNAP OUT OF IT"

My vision started to blur but I could see them hesitating between coming towards me and backing away.please back away...

"N-no b-b-ack up p-please"

That must have been the breaking point for Reese because instead of backing up he walked right towards me and wrapped his arms around my shaking body. That was my slipping point...I could still see but my body was fighting and kicking for reese to let go. He didn't though no matter how many times I scratched, punched or kicked he held on.

I started getting myself under control....this shit is actually helping me calm down. When I had enough control I wrapped my arms around his body. But than my dad flashed into my mind and I started kicking again

"KAIDEN STOP THINKING ABOUT THE BAD SHIT AND THINK ABOUT US" i t-think jay yelled...

And I did. I started thinking about all of them and sadly it worked. I once again calmed down and tightened my arms around Reese. We sat there for 5 minutes before he let me go, it was quiet, not uncomfortable but not comfortable either. It's like we all knew something was supposed to be asked but didn't know if it was the right moment...

"Kaiden we lo-"

Than i woke up...naw I'm kidding actually I fucking passed out.

Author note: I know it's short but...yeah okay bye bye