NCT Kim Doyoung au
- where in 𝘈𝘯𝘪 𝘓𝘦𝘦 finds out that she had been sharing her spotify account with a random stranger who is soon to be her source of calm and her downtime when the world was too much. But what if that random stranger was her b...
"lee ! try this on !" he shouts from the other aisle, it was pink heart shaped shades. he puts it on me, he gives an uwu face.
"you try this on!" i give him a really big pair of blue shades and laughed as he put it on.
"you look snazzy!" i wink "no dont say snazzy" we both laugh
we spent the whole day walking around and buying random stuff, talking about words we can't spell and subjects we sucked at
"i honestly hate math so much" he says "SAME.. like, why would i need to find the cube root of my daughter's diaper??" he laughs at my metaphor.
we bought some ice creams, "can i try some of yours?" i ask, he gives me his ice cream "wait this is actually so good.. what flavor?"
"cherry garcia! its been my fave ever since" he says "can we switch?" i ask with puppy eyes, "okay but you have to grant one of my wishes" i raised an eyebrow at him
after we finished our ice creams, he grabs my wrist as we walked around the streets. i like me better by lauv starts playing
"this is my wish" he starts dancing around the streets "you've got to be kidding" he grabs me and i start dancing with him
"to be young and inlove in new york city" he starts singing, wow his voice is angelic.
"to not know who i am but still know that im good long as your here with me"
we danced the night away as people were giving us weird looks but we couldn't care less
we finished dancing and went to see the sun set by the bay.
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— jaehyun
we sat beside each other by the bay, "feeling cold?" i ask "the weathers just right" she smiled, the smile that gets me everytime
this is it jaehyun, this is the moment, im gonna tell her how i feel.
scooting to her closer, i took her hands gently as i mustered up courage, "its really pretty isnt it?" she watched the sunset
i stared at her
she looks at me and raises an eye brow
"hm?"
"lee, i-"
"i think about you when something really good happens because you're the one i want to share it with, i think about you when im troubled because i know your smile can fix it, you gave meaning into my life and i- i- i like you, i really like you" i burst out
she stares at me for a while
"jaehyun, i-" she stutters
"i- would be lying if i said i never caught feelings for you, but, it feels wrong, i can't like you knowing that i have intense feelings for someone else" she starts tearing up
"jaehyun you're an amazing person, believe me, but you don't deserve someone who doesn't love you the way you do to them."
"im so sorry jaehyun, i can't be the one for you, im sorry, im really sorry"
i felt a lump in my throat as i tried the hardest not to burst out any tears, my hands felt numb and my heart was hurting.
she was crying
"hey, its not your fault, you cant force yourself to like someone back okay?" i tell her
my eyes felt heavy and with a blink, a tear rolled down.
i hugged her
"jung im so sorry, im really sorry"
i caressed her hair,
"hey, no hard feelings alright? lets get you home" compiling the only words i could
this would get awkward but, i didn't want to lose her because of this
maybe to her im just a chapter, but to me, she was the whole book.
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GOODBYE WRITING THIS HURT SO MUCH ISTG... i didn't want to hurt jaehyun any longer so i made it quick, ANI AND JAE WERE SO CUTE TOGETHER THOU😭😭
