HarryI am now starting to become more alert and aware of my surroundings, and it doesn't feel good. The come downs are never great.
Not physically, but emotionally I felt absolutely horrible and I knew I had really fucked up tonight. I knew I did the moment Marley refused to let me help her with the huge rope burns on her wrists.
When she had stormed out of the car, not even bothering to wait for me or even glance in my direction. Instead, she grabbed Jeneva's things such as her phone and purse, making her way inside.
I still think Marley is too nice to everyone she's ever encountered. She can be this scary spit fire, who will murder you in the most brutal way, but then her feelings kick in and she's being the sweetest person that nobody fucking deserves.
I saw how she handled the situation with Jeneva and I could tell on her face that she was uncomfortable, and that she really couldn't be bothered when she had come up to us.
But the way she handled it was with such maturity and grace, was something I sure as hell lack.
And fuck, Rain punched me. It was all slowly coming back to me. The whole entire time I was inside of that club, it felt like a blur. Everything happened so fast yet my vision was so slow, I'm surprised I even made it to the basement in all honesty. I just remember being so antsy in the car that as soon as Rain had parked, I was already storming my way towards the entrance.
And Mar was the one who had to lead us out because I was too fucked up to even think straight. I know I killed a few Lethality members while I was down there and from what I can feel I wasn't injured.
Tera.
Fuck, I nearly forgot that she had told me exactly who Lythare has been. This whole entire time it's been Tera and I wanted to pat myself on the damn back because I never liked her. She gave me such bad vibes and I never wanted to say anything because I knew how Marley felt about her. And how Zayn had felt about her.
I may be a fucking asshole but I care deeply about the guys and now Marley. I don't tolerate when people fuck with them. She didn't deserve Marley or Zayn. It just goes to show you can never be too careful. I never knew Tera was that smart, you have to be quite intelligent to play a role like that.
I mean it all makes sense now. Louis knew where we've been every single time. She knew everything through Zayn and Marley, every whereabout. She's brilliant.
A fucking cunt, but brilliant.
But now here I was sitting in our hotel suite on the edge of the bed, waiting for Marley to come out of the washroom. She's been tending to her wounds and showering for about thirty minutes now and I refused to go in because she made it very clear that she wanted to be alone.
I had cleaned up and showered before her, and the whole time she ignored me. Yes, Jeneva was here but she's going to have to wait. Marley and I had blood all over our bodies.
The suite was very similar to the one in Atlantic city, we had a door that separated our bedroom from the living room and that's currently where Rain, Liam and the Jeneva were sitting. I told them to keep an eye on her, my trust issues were at an all time high right now.
I didn't want to go in there without Marley so I was waiting. Call me pathetic, but I haven't seen Jeneva in person for close to five years, and it made my skin crawl from just being in her presence.
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