Drug love

Just got real

Next morning

I got a call from Mike asking me did I wanna link of course I said yes I like the way I felt when I was around him I got dressed brushed my teeth & washed my face.....

I left while bella and killa was still sleep and yes I took killa car I didn't think it would be a problem

when I arrived to his house he was sitting on the couch smoking

"Damn you look sexy" he said blowing smoke out his mouth

"Thank you" I sat down next to him

"You wanna smoke ..?" He asked me

" yeah I wanna smoke"  he passed me the joint 5 minutes later I was high asf once again I can't lie bra that weed made me horny asf I stared at Mike

"What you looking at"he licked his lips and smiled

"I'm looking at you lil boy "

"Lil boy ..?? You sound crazy"

I laughed "nah fr for you to be the little boy you are I like your vibe  "

"Show me imma lil boy "

I leaned in for a kiss he backed up "hold on is you ready cause I don't wanna do nothing right now and pulse you high"

"Yesss I'm ready if you scared you can just say that "

Wtf am I thinking

We started kissing he took off my pants spreading my legs and started eating tf outta my pussy

then he slowly put his dick in me ... It was kinda weird because I didn't get flash backs when he did it ... after he got done I pulled up my pants then we chilled after 1 hour later I left and went back to the house when I made it there killa was at the front door with his gun I got scared

"Bra wtf is you doing..??" I said

"Real funny we're tf did you go in I'm only gone ask you one time"

"I went to get something to eat "

"Yea Ite let me find out you was with a nigga "

"I don't know why tf you always asking me about a nigga why does that matter bra me and you don't talk I say this every time "

"Bra I'm in fucking love with you and you continue to act like you don't notice that "

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When he said that my heart dropped "You what ..?"

"I'm In love with you in I'm tired of hiding it"

"Show me you inlove with me " when I said that he came over there to Kiss me and guess what happened we had sex

I don't know why the hell I was acting like dis but I was being a hoe

  I know I was jumping and shit the last time because I literally had just got raped but this time we had sex I was good....

Like dat weed I smoked made all my problems go away

3Weeks later

I felt super sick to the point were I couldn't get outta bed I didn't think twice about me being pregnant until I noticed i missed my period I said to myself I gotta take a pregnancy test I called killa in told him can he get me a pregnancy test

"You pregnant..??"

"I don't know i might be "

"Okay Imma call you when I'm on my way"

(****1 hour later)

" theses the right ones right ..?"

" yeah " I went into the bathroom to take the test

I waited for a minute to see what it said ....

and it said Positive my heart dropped not because I was pregnant but because I didn't know who the father was... shit just got real