I am no angel
I just act so
I need to stop it now
I need to break that halo
How to try
How to show
How to let everyone know
Too much suffering
Too much pain
Too much to handle everyday
I know why
I know how
I know I need to let it out
Tears of sorrow
Tears of pain
Tears of trying again and again
Pain of the past
Pain in my dreams
Pain I'll remember for centuries
Need to scream
Need to shout
Need to cry clear and loud
Stop hiding the hurt
Stop hiding the pain
Stop myself from going insane
Make it better
Make it all mine
Make it forever remembered
End my act
End my mask
End my tears and start the laughs
Breaking the boundaries
Breaking the walls
Breaking what stopped letting them in
I am not weak
I am no angel
I am my own person
I am breaking the halo
And once it's done
And when they all know
And when my evil is shown
Who knows
I might just end up an angel
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Deep Shiz
Random[biggest trigger warning bc I don't know what dark place this shit comes from but some of it is not pretty] read on and find out whats in my twisted mind and heart
