Are you okay?

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Requested by:Kqrl J4cobs
Tw-Depression

I've had depression for 7 years now, and I'm not getting any better but Karl has made me happier, but he doesn't know about ky mental illness because I don't wanna scare him off.

There are so mamy dark days, and it was just one of those right now. I couldn't move, I couldn't think about anything else, my mind was just blank, the hard thing about being in a relationship with Karl is that he doesn't know, and he thinks I'm okay, but I'm the opposite.

My phone has been ringing and buzzing all day long, while I was just laying down in bed looking at the ceiling, that was until I heard my front door close, I knew I needed to see what was going on but I just couldn't move, then I heard the bedroom door open, I could see a tall figure and the scent I know, It was Karl.

Karl sat beside me and put his hand over my hand.

Karl: Are you okay love? I haven't heard from you since the morning.

I just stayed silent and so did he, until I decided to speak up.

Y/n: 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚.

Karl: 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙮.

Y/n: I'm okay

Karl: No you're not, what's going on Y/n, I'm worried about you.

I locked eyes with him and I sighed and looked at the ceiling again.

Y/n: I've had depression since I was 15, I've been struggling these past weeks, I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to love me less, I didn't tell you because I didn't want to scare you off.

Karl layed down beside me and wrapped his arms around me.

Karl: Nothing can ever make me love you less, you absolutely won't scare me off, I'm here for you, and I want you to know that even despite all the things you're going through right now everything is going to be okay, we'll get through this okay? I'll help you.

I stayed silent and looked up at him and said

Y/n: I love you

While tearing up, no one has ever made me feel safe, and no one has ever love me the way Karl does

Karl: I love you too.

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