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Evie pov
I walk in the flat and I see cal at the door...

"I was just leaving"he said and went to walk out the door

"Cal wait!"i said quickly He looked at me and I shut the door

"Look I know-"I started to say

"Everyone hates me? Yeh I get it I bring it upon myself but it was a joke I was drunk and so was they"he said

"Yeh but what about the other times the airport winding Harry up and winding him up when we going for a walk while and there probably many other things we can both list off but what's the point!"i exclaimed it fell silent

"So I'm telling you now so you know and it's the right thing to say...I'm asking Harry to move out with me"I blurted out he looked up and I looked down at him I was almost crying

"You...do you hate me?"I struggled to say

"Course not I understand mate like it isn't right is all living together"he said

"Anyways I'm off-"he started to say until the door opened it was Harry they cleared at each other

"Get away from h-"Harry started to say

"Was just leaving mate"he said and off cal went and Harry looked at me

"He didn't say anything or do anything"I said and he nodded and we went to his room and we kinda took our shoes and coat off and he sat at his desk I sat on the bed and it was quite

"Well"we say in sync but stop

"You go"I said

"Well I didn't mean what I meant I just said something out of the blue and I can trust you and I know you don't believe that but I was thinking on the way here what to say and word it right but what I do believe is that cal intentions with you are real I mean he's gone there once I wouldn't put it past him again"Harry said

"So I thought of something..."he said

"So did I"I said and we looked at each other and could it be me and Harry have the same exact idea wait no? He wants to move out to?

"Move out with me"we say together our eyes lit up

"Harry...yes yes a million times yes!"I said and I got up and gave him a cuddle he sat back down on his desk chair with me on his lap

"It be amazing we have so much more space you can film and I'll have my own office!"he said all happy and excited

"The thing is Harry there one thing I want you to do if we move in together"I said

"Yeah? Anything!"he said I looked at him like there no backing down now you said that

"You need to put you mind at rest with cal it make the move less awkward and I know once we moved you'll be mates again"I explained he didn't look that happy

"Harry please he'll have to find a place on his own and we don't wanna be mean"I said

"We aren't being mean non of this would have happened if his intentions wasn't bad"He said and got up to sit at his desk to do work

Classic thing, like Simon said he does any type of work to distract himself

"Harry! Please it make it less awkward I know what you been doing to distract yourself and plus I hate that you do it just because me and cal are close friends"I said

"You say close friends he says close to getting in your Virginia"he said without looking at me

after a few seconds of silence he looked at me and saw my face of disgust and confusion on what the fuck he has said

"Sorry but you know what I mean"he sighed

"I'm taking a step back from being close freinds then if it really makes you feel like that we moving out together! We just said this! You mind will be put at rest fucking make up with him you been friends for years!"i said

"Okay fucking fine! I will!"he said I smiled thank hod I can at least save there friendship I'm not that mean to cal

"Just not today, let him suffer a bit of me hating him because I know he finds it uncomfortable and he deserves it"Harry said

You can tell I'm the overly nice one in our relationship

"That's just evil bubba"I said getting up to unpack my things and I text Simon to tell him He instantly replied and so did JJ

Simon:that's decent then maybe you could get a good place near ours like not far away I mean like I care because I don't miss you at all

JJ:yayyy I sorted the problem!!!

The fact I grew up with these dickheads

A few weeks later
"This is nice don't you think? Two bedroom with an office so like I have a filming space and you can have like the office or I can have the office and you have a the spare bedroom as like your filming space"Harry said look at the few from the balcony we also have that is huge!

"I'm really not a fan"I said He looks at me andI  was sat on the outdoor seating looking kinda miserable because half of these places he's picked and it's way out of my part of the budget

"You've said no to all the places we've looked at we need to pick one and I think your lying to me because there another reason"he said

And it was true they amazing with the highest fancy bathrooms the well but and designed space of the living room the balcony is massive and has a rose bush and it's beautiful but way to expensive

"Talk to me"he said sitting down next to me I sighed

"I-I don't want to disappoint you Harry like I do love it this place is gorgeous like and I mean bloody gorgeous"I said

"Yeh so what's the stress let's put the money down"he said and my heart dropped

"I-I just can't afford it Harry, okay like my side of the money I can't afford and I probably know in the near future I will when all of my projects I'm working on now but I wanna say in like a year two years I can afford it"I said

"Okay...so I'll pay for it"he said

"Harry I know you got money to buy the thing but buy the time you got I know you be low on money and work ten times harder and I don't wanna put that pressure on you"I said and he moved a bit closer and I so he's and I started playing with his hand as a side of affection

"I don't know what to do"I mumbled

"Evie"he said and I looked at him he looked away and took a deep breath in and out and looked back at me

"You could put any pressure on me okay because I want this like I want you and I'm about to drop another thing on you that I don't expect you to agree to but when I say I want you like I wanna get married and in a few years time us have kids at the right time like I know it sounds so rush but my bigger fear is just loosing you again! It scares the shit out of me"he said

Bless his soul

"You won't loose me though"I said

"You can say that all you want but Evie a fucking few weeks ago you wanted a break and Simon told me you did bring up breaking up with me and that scared the shit out of me"he said

"Is that why you was off with me the other week and miserable?"I asked he nodded and looked away

"And why I haven't made up with freezy yet"he said and I sighed and I rested on his chest on the out door sofa furniture

"I'm not going to get on one fucking knee now"he laughed and it made me laugh

"Like I do Wanna do it fucking properly like I haven't even spoke to your dad , Simon I wanna do it somewhere nice but the covid and that we can't go anywhere romantic"he said

"Harry lewis the romantic without any help?"I joked

"Nah trust me they probably be some type of help"he joked I started laughing

"But like I want to marry you at some point soon, I wanna give you everything I fucking can  and if this apartment is a start then so be it"he said I looked up at him and gave him a kiss

He actually my everything

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