Chapter 73

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Harry pov
Today was my day off and Evie went to some meetings she's finally got back into work so she's gone to a few meetings for few  hours and I hear the door open so I went out my office to see Simon

"How you-"I started to say he held up the keys

"Spare key don't I"he said

"Ah well Ello, what you doing here?"I asked

"Speak to Evie?"he said awkwardly

"Ah this why you should have text me because she's at meetings but she's been gone for a while so she soils be back in like 2 hours"i said

"Oh...mind if I wait?"he asked

"I mean if you want I dunno if she'll kill me but...yeh feel free want a drink?"I said to say he sat down

"Prime?"he asked

"I've only got the strawberry watermelon one"i said he nodded

"Got you bro"i said heading to the kitchen to grab me one

"She still mad at me?"he said as I closed the fridge I closed my eyes for second and turned around it's an awkward conversation to have with you're best friend and then it's about you're wife who's his little sister I mean it's a wired position for me to be in

"Mate I mean can you blame her..."I said he was quite and I passed his drink and sat down on the sofa with him on the other side

"I mean I thought she figure it out and put herself in my shoes and try work it out with me"he said

"Bro it's Evie we talking about I mean anyone would be pretty sad if they found out that they been lied to for all they life's about who they thought there dad was wasn't there dad but this is Evie and she's been through some fucked up shit and gone to therapy for it and healed then this happened and she's a sensitive girl"I explained

"Yeh...I do feel bad I really do that's why I'm here"he said

"Yeah course I mean bro I'm not saying she hates you like she puts you first before anyone I mean and me thankfully so I think if you talk to her she'll come around now"i said

"Seen she's got out the house and that now so I thought she maybe wouldn't mind talking to me now because last time she threw something"he said and oh yeh I remember cleaning that glass up it got in my foot as well

Then the door opened and in walked Evie

"Hay I came home early an-"she started to say and stopped as she saw Simon

"Got you a smoothie..."she said finishing her sentence awkwardly I got up and took it and gave her peck on the lips

"I'll be in my office if you need me"i said and I look at Simon and gave him a nod

I hope this goes well...

Evie pov
I hear Harry office door shit and I put my stuff down

"Come sit"he said I sighed and came and sat down but well away from him I was looking at him and I just think if he's a lier not a true brother he's someone I trust with my whole life

"So...it has been a while you haven't answered my texts or calls-"he started to say

"Well yeah I've been a wreck"i said bluntly cutting him off

"I know and I'm sorry I am but I didn't know what to do"he said and I couldn't even get my words out I hate him so much at the minute how he hurt me and this is the worst he's done to me and we've had many arguments to freezy about my ex and Harry but this is one thing that feels like he's stabbed me several times until I'm dead I started to cry

"Please don't get upset"he breathed

"I generally don't know what to say...because you've deeply hurt me like you say you didn't know what to do but the one thing you should have done it's told me straight away and been there for me Simon like you are the one person besides Harry that I feel safe around and the fact you've kept it from me and you known what I've gone through just makes me feel unsafe and hurt"I cried

"But you was so happy and doing better after therapy-"he said

"That doesn't matter! That's a big thing all my life I thought you're dad was my dad but he wasn't I had a wedding where my dad didn't walk me down the ale! I never ever thought you keep for a whole week a secret from me that my life been a lie!"i exclaimed and cried and cried he was quite as the tears fell and fell

"You wasn't trying to protect me you lied and it isn't just you I'm more upset and hurt at mum than you but you've still deeply hurt me"I cried

"I know..I'm trying to say sorry I just will do anything to fix this but you have to tell me what to do"he said I looked at him with my bloodshot eyes as tears fell from my face

"That's something you have to figure out yourself...you fix this mess because you got yourself in it"i said trying to stop my tears

"Okay"he sighed and looked away we was quite for ages

This conversation was going nowhere good instead it was sending me backwards I feel like because my family my own blood lied to me I can't let them in that quickly or anything my heart it's like stained glass that's been broken several times but I'm officially broken now and if I didn't have Harry I'd simply be gone if this planet...

"I'd honestly stay far away from me for bit longer"I blurted out without looking at him

"You want me to go"he asked I just nodded and I watched him get up and looked away when I saw he turned back

"I mean I will make it up to you...what I did was wrong and I'm sorry"he said I stayed quite

"I love you eves"he said and I nodded and he let himself out and I sat and waited and Harry didn't come out his office I got up and went in our bathroom and started running a bath and I looked in the mirror and thought

How am I still alive...

Later on in the evening...

Sat and looked at the comments to my Instagram story maybe it was dumb thing to post so I deleted it because these comments in my dms stressed me out

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Sat and looked at the comments to my Instagram story maybe it was dumb thing to post so I deleted it because these comments in my dms stressed me out

'Are you okay gorgeous? We all worries what truly happened you didn't post for 2 weeks and we thought you was fine but you're clearly not, love u 🖤'

'You Harry splitting up? 💔💔'

'Simon doesn't seem himself  on shoots and you're clearly not? Family drama???'

'Is it because freezy moved in with his girlfriend and got dog'

"Eves"I hear a voice and the bedroom door opened it was Harry and he shut the door and turned on the light and saw me just crying in our bed

"Awh what's happened...did it not go well"he said and sat on the bed and pulled me closer slightly but my body forced myself closer to him his embrace made me cry more I'm slowly falling apart more and more

"Harry I shouldn't be here"I cried

"What you mean?"he said sounded worried

"Why am I still on this planet genuinely like I've been through some shit I just wanna end it all"I cried

"Please for the love of god don't say that.."he sighed and began to stroke my hair

"It's true though"

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