it was raining i was buried in the ground the soil kissing my skin hydrating me, a pain lingers in my heart and intensifies, so i try to get out and it suddenly feels like i've been stabbed the more i move from this hole
i crawl and my bare hands grip the wet soil dragging me away from sorrow, as everything became sore all over my body i stop and flip on my back, successfully separating myself from the dark hole of pain i was stuck in
i look up to the sky and grey clouds surround my vision and three lighting bolts cross each other all attacking my heart in the end...
i wake up tucked into the blankets while $crim is sitting at his desk working on music
i wanted to stay there forever but i knew i had to get home and pack with the girls
i lay on my back and sigh
"baby"
i say softly but he managed to still hear me over the music which wasn't blasting but it was moderately loud
"yes lil mama"
"what time is it?"
he gets up and walks towards me then lays down beside me while saying
"what's the rush ma it's only 10"
"PM!?"
i say jolting up he pushes me back down to lay on his arm and says
"no AM dummy go back to sleep besides i need to take a nap too n i'm tryna do it with you"
he says then gives me a quick kiss, i then lay under his chin then ask
"how long have you been up?"
"since like 7:27"
"what why?? you have the first day of your tour today"
"yes which is why i'm sleeping right now"
he said with a small smile on his face with his eyes closed
"yeah, sorry baby"
he takes me leg and puts it over him holding me closer and said
"don't sweat it gorgeous"
and we drift back asleep for about 3 hours, around 12 we woke up and i really had to get home, pack and prepare
i slip out of his arms and quietly grab my stuff
i walk downstairs and search for an uber or lyft just something to get me home i didn't want to start asking them for rides and shit
no one is down stairs but i heard muffled words from the backyard still i continue walking
and as i open the door, about to confirm my ride request i see $crim in his car, no shirt, smoking a cig
"well you get ready fast where you going?"
i say walking to his car window
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𝟕𝔱𝔥 𝔚𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔚𝔬𝔡𝔦𝔢𝔰// $𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔪
Fanfiction"I can't get your face out of my head and it's driving me insane Tryna do my best to hold it back and just stay up in my lane I'm so fuckin' lonely in my condo, feelin' so deserted I'm so fuckin' sorry, all the times you left me feeling hurt Need so...
