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Just Lost Thoughts

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when I'm in my own little world lost in my thoughts, I seem to contemplate life and wonder why I'm still here, because I shouldn't be, how did I even get this far? let's take a trip into my thoughts, shall we?

#death #depression #self-harm #suicide

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by batman_killjoy

by batman_killjoy

I don't want anyone to care for me,

I don't need anyone to love me

Nor want me, who would want me?

I don't want your pity or sympathy,

I want nothing more than just to vanish, to be nonexistent, no trace of my depressing life.

I fear to get close, to be so attached to one, that they become the reason I'm still here. To be watch over them once im gone, to see their pain and dispair, I could never inflict such pain on another because of my own desires, even if it means I have to walk this life being purely made up of my demons and insecurities.