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Just Lost Thoughts

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when I'm in my own little world lost in my thoughts, I seem to contemplate life and wonder why I'm still here, because I shouldn't be, how did I even get this far? let's take a trip into my thoughts, shall we?

#death #depression #self-harm #suicide

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by batman_killjoy

by batman_killjoy

                                    
                                              Since you left,

                          I don't want to eat, 

                          I don't want to cry,

                          I don't want to drink,

                          I don't want to see,

                          I don't want to hear,

                          I don't want to move,

                          I don't want to breathe,

                          I just don't want to feel.
                          Without you I'm clearly nothing, I can't function without you. You were my everything, my knight in shining armor, my saving grace and my reason to wake up.
                           what happened to that? Why? Why did you have to leave? Leave me alone to cry for days, to pray and plead to have you back, they say 'have a little hope' but this is a hopeless situation, you left for the heavens, to grace the skies with your beauty, your kindness and your intelligence. 

                          And left me here to tear down the walls that were falling, scream for your return and to fall at the feet of defeat.