Norray (Norman x ray) one shots

Everythings gone

⚠️tw suicide,self harm, rape mention⚠️

It's my fault....

I knew she was lying why didn't I do something

Emma

Your gone it's my fault.

You can't even imagine how much I miss you

Why didn't you just tell us.me and Norman could have found a way for you to join us in the human world

Norman....

Ever sense you've been gone Norman hasn't been the same.

He try's to be happy but I can tell he's not

That boy loved you more then life it's self.

For me everything is gone.

Of course I love my family but you and Norman were my life...

Your gone now Norman might still be here but he's not Norman not the man I loved...

Me and him are still dating but it's not the same.he doesn't even care about me

I know if he did I wouldn't be sitting here on the bathroom floor in a pool of blood...

My own boyfriend couldn't tell how much I was suffering

He didn't notice how little I would sleep and eat

He didn't notice how my grades dropped

He didn't notice the cuts all over me

The last one he had to notice it's more like he just didn't care

He never cares....

That one day about a month ago I was walking home from school

Some random guy grabbed me. I had a chance to call Norman so I did

He didn't answer.

I text him that I needed help

He didn't answer

After hours of different men doing horrible things to me I finally got home

When I told Norman what happened he looked like he honestly couldn't give less of a shit
....

I know suicide is selfish but I can't go on like this.

I have 6 deep cuts on both of my arms....

"Rayyyy" is that Norman? Shouldn't he be in school

I faked sick to stay home from school so I could do this I also made sure everyone had classes right now

"I just came home to make sure you were- RAY" Norman yells the last part running into the bathroom

"What are you doing!" He continues starting to cry

"I'm sorry" I really am Norman

"Like fuck you are here stay with me" he's freaking out.... it's loud

Normans now trying to bandage my arm but no matter how many he puts I just keep bleeding through

I can feel myself start to pass out after a minute

"RAY"

Is this really it?

Everything I've done this is what it was all leading up too

When you think about it the reason for living is just to die

The people you meet along the way are just more names on the guest list to you funeral

Wait no!

I don't want to die!ive worked so hard to live this long

It's too late anyway

"I will always love you,Norman"

I'll be there soon Emma.

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Y'all here's finally some angst I've written so much fluff lately! I'm also currently attempting to write smut but like im to awkward!Well thank you all for really have a good day/night!