I'm giving you too much of the wrong things
I say what I do not mean to say
and speak none of what I want to say
I'm tired of not being able to express how I feel I know you want me to tell you my problems but I lack the physicality of being able to
I hate to put more pressure on you and I hate that my actions hurt you
of course that is not what I mean to do
but I apologize for not being a good person
for you
I wish to be the boy in the books
but you are the most amazing thing here
I wouldn't use the word beautiful for anything when you were here in comparison
JE LEEST
the brokenness
Poëziemy poetry from over the years tw: mention of self harm, eating disorder, and rape
