Part XXXXII

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Joshua, I pushed you away. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. I realise it's my fault. It is not your fault if I didn't feel the same. Don't. Don't ever blame yourself for that. And I pushed you away because I was afraid. I was afraid I might really fall for you. But I can't. I'm in love with someone else and I'm going to make things work now. Both he and I waited for so long. 10 years we waited to be with each other. Now, I'm not going to let him slip away.

I'm sorry Joshua. I'll forever recall the night you kissed me. The night we kissed. But, it wasn't you I kissed. I was kissing Bryan in my mind. I can't help it. I'm in love with him.

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