And he blames God. (Completed)

Part XXXXIX

I live with mom. I'm 26 years old. I live with mom. Why? Because I'm jobless. I don't have an income. I'm not stable. My life is a mess.

My siblings are doing well. Better, in fact. Why can't I be like them? When Edward said he was getting married, I cried.

I cried for 2 reasons,
1) Because I'm extremely happy for my brother.
2) Because he's happy.

I don't remember the last time I was that happy. Or Just happy.