Broken trust

Part 2

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- i woke up to the sun shining in my face threw the glass window-
-i got hungry but didn't want to leave the comforting bed-
-the door opened making me jump-
-it was derek-
-why does he need so much attention-

D: morning

-he had a plate in his hand-
-the smell of pancakes and bacon went all throughtout the room as i take in the sweet and salty smell-

D: i brought you breakfast, my mom made it before she left for work

Y/n: i- i dont want it

-though i was hungry, he could have easly been lying and had done somthing to the food-
-i really didn't wanna take any chances-
-he set the food on a dresser and sat beside me-
-i scooted back, as i have said before he need to stay distanced-

D: how'd you sleep

Y/n: it was good.

-he smiled as he looked at his bed-
-he looked up at me as i play with the sheets of the bed-

D: you have a name?

-i nod my head avoiding eye contact-
-he didn't need to know to much abt me-
-he was nice, and sweet. but he still is qeustionable-

D: what is it

Y/n: why do you want to know

D: bc i need to have a name to match the face

Y/n: and what if i didn't tell you

D: then would wait till you did

-hes witty, and kinda pushy-
-his hair is very knotty, i just relized he has light brown eyes with a amber tone to them-
-his eyes are very nice, and warm-
-his lips also look soft-
-i touch his lips with my fingers without thinking they feel so smooth-
-he looks at me confused then i catch myself out of sort-
-i look at his eyes as i slowly move my fingers off his mouth-

-i look down as i play with my fingers-
-i didn't mean to touch him like that-

D: its ok

-he places his hand on mine as i quickly move my hand away-
-he sighs-

Y/n: my name is y/n

-a smile shows on his face-
-he looks so nice when he smiles-
-fuck what am i doing-
-i can't focuse when he's around-

Y/n: i need you to go

D: why, i tho-

Y/n: derek- whatever you thought, its wrong i dont want to talk

-his smile goes-
-im not trying to be harsh its just. ive been throught to much to just have sweet talk witha guy i just meet-
-he looks down as his hand also plays with the sheets-

D: well my girl friend is coming over. we are going to the mall if you wanna join?

-i shake my head no-
-he sighs as he leaves the room-
-i get out of the bed a walk up to the food slowy-
-mabye food couldn't hurt, it smells so good-
-i devour the food-
-i dont wanna stay cooped up in here all day-

-i go into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror-
-i look at the baggy clothes i have on-
-fuck it, i take the shorts off leaving only with a dig t on-
-imma be here alone anyway, so walking in only a shirt should be fun-
-i walk out the room making sure no one is in the hallway-
-i put my hair in a messy bun as i walk downstsairs-
-then i run into a girl-
-she is tall and blonde, with brown eyes-
-she looks at me confused-